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Friday, September 25, 2009

TGIFFFF:D

Meeting Mengting after school for some starbucks.
Haven met or heard from her for about 2 months until quite recently due to her exams and so.
I am glad we are still the same. Late night phonecall(s) etc.
<33

Will have to be back tomorrow for Choir exchange at 730 to 2(:
Will I get to help them put on lipsticks + blusher just like how my teachers did in the past. Awww((:


I miss soup spooning with R and Xin! Although we just met last week, but I really enjoyed our soup talk plus gossips etcetc. Should I get a 3GS (which means pay $300 for the Starhub's penalty on top of the fee Singtel will be charging me, god-knows-what amount.) Or should I get the phone with my mum's to-be upgraded plan? Or should I not bother about this and focus on sth else. && I have checked, Starhub will not be ever carrying Iphones (I may be wrong about several years later!)


Am going to have to miss Clique's nann nightout):
):):):):):):

May be homing pretty early today since Mongs will be heading out with her friend(s)? tonight. Which means I may be baking some Molten Chocolate Cakes/Banana bread... Whichever seem easy to be created with our newly bought oven.
God bless my masterpiece yo.


Coolio. My instructor allowed me to change to gear4 and I drove myself home too.
Never ever felt so good on the road! ^.^


26th is just a night's sleep away.
& 930pm is just 1 breakfast, 1 lunch, 1 baking time, some tv time + some light evening snacks away.
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Thursday, September 24, 2009

AND!

My hair is straight again. Lets see, frizzy-straight.

DAMN.
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

YUPPS, there was this long weekend + one day in lieu.

I am proud of myself cause I am able to really utilise my time rather well this year and this 2 and a half weeks. (Oh well, diff people have diff opinions about utilising their time.)

I must thank some friends of mine who are there for me, enthu about our meetups and of course my parents, who really treat me really nicely and sensitively for the past 2 and a half weeks. I tell you, without these people I would really have ):

Xinmei
Rebecca
Thomas
Qingyi
My colleagues, Tiantian and Weiting

Not forgetting my parents:D

I will not elaborate on what I have done for the weekends, but it was not a really good weekend to me, esp after what had happened on Sunday.

IDK, I began to hate each and single one of my maternal side family members.
Their mouths are really wicked. & I think I really hate them.
One of my stupid cousin whom I have hated, should really just &*#69&^*$.

I think * thinks she is really great, just cause she gave birth to the first greatgrand son. But seriously, if we were to put it in a bad way. She had a shotgun. & this speaks alot about her character. & she may sign up for teaching. Seriously. This whole thing is going crazy.


I hatehatehatehate the people there, and I think I wont wanna go to my grandma house anymore.

You know whats the worst thing they said?
"You come mama house is cos your boyfriend is not with you, when he returns you wont come again"

I felt so sad when I heard this. Aint family members suppose to help one another, and not rub salt into one another, even if he or she may be saying the right thing, why cant he or she be more sensitive to others. If you are my friend and you say this to me, ok I accept. BUT you are a family member! Do you know how much you have hurted me?

Idk why, when Im over at M's, even if he were to not go over his grandparents for damn long a time, nobody has ever commented this. I dont care if people comment or gossip among themselves, but they shouldnt just shoot it out on my face!!! I dont know why, somehow I feel that Im really much happier when I am with M and his family, with his extended family (Although sometimes the things they say may be super *** ESP his ***) but I can easily treat it as a joke.

I think I got so angry by some people that I burst my eye vessel. As in really, there is a blood clot in my eye. Lets just hope that it wont spread further and I wont burst my brain's blood vessel.

I shall not comment much lest I offend more people.



& oh I permed my hair. HAHS.
Mummy kept asking me to change my outlook- So its either a rebond or a perm job.
I look quite ok, not used to it though. But mummy and papa thought that I looked more feminine. HA. Seriously, my hair aint in heavy locks, so it looks like Im a person with frizzy hair
-.- Okay maybe not exactly frizzy hair.


M love was so cute, he manage to get hold of a phone and called me while I was perming.
Carian: Baby! I am doing something and I dont want to tell you!!
M: What what what? Quick tell before you forgot ( -.- )
C: I dont want dont want dont want
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M: You are rebonding your hair!
C: HEEHEEHEE, NO!
M: Curling?
C: YAH. Can dont scold me!
M: I will come back Singapore to scold you!
C: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Lolnessity. M doesnt like me to change too much. Other then put it on alot of weight looking a lill unrecognisable. ( I am so scared that M will freak out when he sees me at the airport, and go like EEEEE, I prefer your straight hair) BUT although permed hair can be messy and chui afterawhile (According to G) buttt, I think I dont mind curling it for like many whiles.

Another just-for-laughs.
Venue: At the hairdresser's
C: Mummy, I scared Mervyn dont want me leh if I perm!
Mummy: Must try ma, you still young can try anything before its too late!
Hairdresser: HUH! WHY two of them different opinions. Your mum want your bf to leave you ah, she dont like him huh.

Okay doesnt sound funny.

M LOVE IS COMING BACCK SOOOOON!(:
Gotta brainstorm what to get for him to surprise him HA.

Lets see.
I bought a super limited edition thingmajig.
Heard of Sea Monkeys? Seen the commercial break on Kids Central when we were wee little?
M and I wanted to grow it tgt, and I bought the last few packets in Singapore:DD (Er bought 1 only!)

Ok lets see, balloons, deco his dad's car/boot?
Deco his room?
I dont know ): Ideas please.







Alrightee, off to prepare for Children's Day Performance(:
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Friday, September 18, 2009

M's R&R today.

& he told me that they were issued condoms. HA HA HA.
Lets all make a guess whats it for.
(Are there chicks in Aussie?)
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You know, I am so super screwed. I really dont know what can I do to atone for whatever I have done.

I guess what Ive done is really done quite hasty. & the consequences of my mistake- No one would trust me and my performance. Whatever I have built up all these while cancels out with the stupid rash mistake I have done.

Maybe I am still very new. But thats not a good excuse for my stupid mistake.
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Whooo. 3rd day of the school term and I must say Im shagged. Okay shag doesnt sound right, for those who are aware of the right definition.

2 contract teachers came. I guess there is another intake for the year. Once in July and once in Sept. And apparently I dont really like someone already. (Im so sorry, but people who doesnt give me a good first impression will be condemned=x Oops. )

Crazy night with TPP teachers yesterday. Yanqi and Bernice. Ranted about school and what we have gone through so far. On the whole it was eventful, I mean certainly there were ups and downs during our practicum of course. Gossiped about Yq's colleague. Oh mann we are so mean. Girls will always be girls. Gossipgossipgossip.

PSLE LC this Friday. Down as teacher assistant for 2 classes. Oh mann, now I really hope I am able to split myself into 2 so that my job can be simpler:D


Oh mann, how I wish I can look nicer.

& I think my previous posts were so childish, and I couldnt understand half of what I was trying to say.


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Monday, September 14, 2009

& so I managed to survived through say 7 days which included one weekend without my boyfriend. Lets see, 12 more days to go, which seems long but not that long. Short but not really short.

My love MIAed for 3 days and 3 nights without calling me, I was god darn worried but was assured but myself (irony) that SAF is fully equipped with good medications, good transport (Helicopter maybe to send XYZ back to Singapore during emergencies?) and good food(!)- M has been eating Chinese food in Darwin for days! I thought he may be served fries and burgers (HAHA) and of course the bitter water that he mentioned. I guess when he drinks the tap water from Singapore he will be smiling with gee exclaiming how sweet our water is. Lets not mention about reverse osmosis, thank you.

I reallly hope that this 2 weeks would pass amazingly fast. Term 4 School day 1. 3h str8 of lessons. I like to be busy when Im alone ^.^

Met exUB friends last Saturday. It was really fun meeting up with close people. (I didnt invite some others to the outing and apparently they found out, thank you to Thomas)
Sushi Tei-ed with them & omg it was a treat from Sean the bearbear. Bear sold him car and bought another one which he will then zenged (modify) and then it will be a sports car. HAHA. Dinner was at Cityview Condo to celebrate my nephew's birthday. God, I realised my maternal instincts had been evoked like months ago. But seriously, when I think about the consequences I should just forget it. Already there are people not believing what kinda profession I am into, and remarked that I would be bullied, be good buddies with the kids. (I beg to differ leh!) I may be small, but all 5 organs intact ok!

OHOH! Fri was girlies night out with part of clique- Darl, Mings and Wanyi!

I was bitching to them about materialistic people I know whom I cant stand and about M****. HAHAHAA. Had a fun and laughable time(: WHEEEE~ And I am so gonna make the effort to plan Wanyi and Mings birthday this year! But I think Mings birthday pressie abit hard to get leh, gotta make tons of research b4 it can be executed:D


OH MANN. Time passes so slowly):
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009


Was busy preparing letters for him to take over to Darwin last Sunday.
It was nothing much, just some photos of me doing weird poses, with him etc.
Few hours before he left, we were like massively smsing each other. Storing it in our saved messages.

M bought about 9 international callcards, 3 of which couldnt be used in Darwin because they need to register it. But he doesnt know the pay phone number which he is using. (Er, there is no GSM, he cant use his handphone, there aint any reception. The only way he can contact me is to q up for the 3 payphones at the army barracks.)

He called when he landed (Overseas phonecall!!) and smsed like 20pages to me, half of which I haven read yet so that I will be able to read something when Im bored. Thank god for quite ok good reception at the airport. It was a little laggy though.

18 more days to go. I have got to get something more interesting and fun to do. Oh mann, Im so depressed. ( Er, he will be leaving for another 3 weeks after his leave) MY GOD!):



Teacher's Day dinner at Rendezvous Hotel last Friday.

The theme was to go French or follow the colour theme red, white, blue.

I didnt have anything red, therefore I pinned up some red flowers from Accessorized. & yupp, Maple helped to do my hair, which saves me a cool $25-40?

Photos are super not in order, but Im super lazy to put it in order. So yuppps, the bottom photos are the earlier ones.



Borrowed Sam's fedora.
M took this photo while walking to Plaza Sing's cab stand.
Farewell photo at the staircase. HAHA.
Photo with the dessert stand.
Weiting and me(:
Food. Its okay..
Sometimes I really wonder if we are really educators.
Looks like wedding dinner LOL.
Okay thats about all. The vain lill trios.

Alright, dinnering with them at Hougang mall/kovan depends on our mood after our learning festival which would end about 530pm.


Lets see.
Wed: 4.30-6 Driving. Night Sending chunnie pok off.
Thurs: 1030-12 Bedok 5.30-6.30 (-7) Jio
Fri: Shopping with mummy. Steamboat with darl.
Sat: Meeting with exUB friends. Ashriel's 1 year old partae
Sun: ??? JIO ME!
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