I want us to be together again.


I enjoy the days

When we laugh together

When we crap together

When we laugh to together

When we ARE together

What I only want now, is to seek for ur forgiveness,

I haven been a devoted and faithful person to you.
The NILE family. I am sorry.

After all these, I realised that I have been evidently abandoning my friends due to some reasons. And of course, I wont believe THAT is the reason. But I guess I just have to accept it mans. Its the truth. I pay more attention to * then you guys. Sorry. I am very sorry. I promise to be a better and more faithful and responsible friend in future, and I earnessly seek for nimen de forgiveness. X) I love you people more than anything in my life. ERS, my Clitch-ed clique too lars of course X) Heehees.

Ms Tham is feeling rather depressed nowadays lar. And its like instead of feeling moodly, and not having the appetite to eat, Carian gorges herself with Gelato's Icecream. Luckily its 99% fatfree, otherwise Carian CONFIRM go for some fat and trim club. Heehees X) BTW. I am seriously obese, if you haven notice. My body weight dun coinside with my body size. Its weird lehs. Not trying to boast or sth. I am 44kg now. But why do I have a body of a 50kg person? I look extremely fat and obese can? My hair is seriously ugly oso? ZoeyChew said that it looked like a mushroom? WTH. But I cant blame her, it has no style, no layers and no anything that give rise to a 'nice hair' element? SHYTT lar. Then its like Prefect's Installation coming le lors. Then there will be RI prefects coming! RAFFLES INSTITUTION leh. And my hair is so ugly. Saddening. GOD arhh. Why cant you create me into a better looking person? I am so fat and ugly lar. HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ. Nvm, I dont really need looks. But please grant me a body that looks normal. Like at least give me a body of 40kg? OMG. Like this Sarah person. The Sec2. COOL MAN SHE. She can play the drummies so well. Heng arhh. Got her as the drummer, otherwise huhs. ALAMAKS PLS. SHe is so PROFESSIONAL. By listening to the piano, she can already start jamming? WAHS? My Ouxiang. Shall go get her autograph soon. Heehees. I was like gasping and squealing when I saw her play the drum? She is so COOL! The punch in the attitude. Luckily she is friendly too. Heehees X) Talked quite abit. HAHAS. So coool. *Whats happening to me?* Shytt. Not that feeling again bah? Haiz

Ahahas. Jaynejayne is official known as mallow, by me of course. And I am her pig? Whahas. Cause I am fat mahs. She doesnt want to be called pumpkhin for a certain reason. *sniggers sniggers* Right Ziqing? Heehees *Raises eyebrows* Partner! Hows your slimming scheme going on? Mine is failing, after all the icecream I just ate X) Please, and I mean it. PLEASE dont follow my pathetic footsteps =) AND this Jeralyn thought that I crush Jayne can?LIKE WTH? How am I suppose to crush my own partner? Like a person, sitting next to me for 6 hours everyday? How to crush? I mean, HOW HUHS? You teach me ok. Lols.

WAHS. Choir did very well on Friday. We sang the theme song super welly. With parts and all. Yeahyers. You all can get to hear it on PI's Day. Heehees. Beautiful. And its all thanks to Sandra and Heidi and Klara. Whahahas.

I am suddenly very addicted into eating icecreams and this funny funny thing. I dunno whats that. Whahas. I CANNOT PUT ON WEIGHT LEHS. CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT X) Regretted not taking part in the cheerleading thing. Cos I have choir on Tuesday. Haiz. And that person is there? NO FATE PLEASE. SO UNFAIR! Saw my darling Glider today in the hall? She looks so SHUAI, esp with her tie on. Whahahas. Her hairstyle is so cute. Shall have it soon. I adore her tallness lehs. Heehees. I am so determined to bring a lunchbox to school everyday and eat homefood. Whahas. Isnt that cute? Awwww. My poor maid has to suffer by preparing my lunchbox just because of my stoopid scheme to be alike with her? Heehees X) Ohh yes. Practised the CNY thing in the hall, disturbed the prefects and the Gb people. Heehees. Sorry huhs. We really have no time le. So yes, practise just now, sorry huhs X)

Ohh yes. Shuais put on braces le. Alamak. See liao feel like crying please. Confirm very pain de. Talking to Jyue aka Grandpa Yue now. She said that braces harmed her life. Whahas. *Toot* Cannot elaborate further le. Ohh yes. Ok, nothing. Cannot say. Whahahas. Ehh, I want braces too? I think it is so cool. I shall put those dark blue kinds. Or like Hammy's those rainbow colour. Heehees. Cawaii NE` Arghhs. I want braces! Does Glider have braces? How come nowadays so many people got braces? Is it a new trend? If it is. Carian follow huhs. But Grandpa said that it sucked. Haiz. What is what now? Weirdee.

Going to see a doctor tomorrow. My face is rotting. There is this pimple that dun seemed to diminish leh. So yes, mummy is bringing me to see a specialist to get my face treated. My complexion used to be very good de? Then what happen now? Xiangdangnian, it is so fair and smooth ok? Now is like so confested with pimples, blackheads, whiteheads, oilclots and scars and everything bad, can be found on my face? Must be the chillis I have been eating for the past two years. Ask any of my clique people, they will tell you how much chilli I consume every recess. ERS. Chilli causes OBESITY. YIKES X) *Jumps up from the chair* I must get my face treated before CNY. So that I can go and see my handsome darling with a flawless face. Heehees. Cant wait lehs. Ohh yes! Nth. Whahas.

The only way to lose weight is to skip meals. I realised that exercising wont help lehs. So my one day eat 2 meals scheme have been working fine lehs. Lose 1 kg so far. ERS. but my bodyshape still so fat? 1kg is alot ok???? But it doesnt show the diff. Shytt thing. I am aneroxic, or how do you spell it? SEND ME A SHRINK PRONTO` Heehees X)

I seriously dont crush *her anymore ok? Why must you all suspect this suspect that? If its because of the commotion at the Bcourt, I am sorry, but that was a false alarm. I was doing that NOT for her, but actually for someone else I cant say. I cannot trust anymore people le. Not even my closest budd or whoever. I can only trust myself, and only myself. Friends can be backstabbers too. BUT LAC. Carian dun leak secrets. Cos I dun see why to? Got money to take huhs? U give me 100 bucks first. I like that other you. I didnt know that the Bcourt matter can really lead it so big, its just sway-sway that other person is there what. Haiz. But I promise not to like her le. I have to choose between friendship or the silly crushing nonsense. But I chose friendship instead. Cause she wont accept the other way, and I WONT too. Its silly. So please, I beg. I DUN CRUSH HER. Dont spread silly nonsense abt me liking her please??? YOU. I am so sorry, I brought you into circles. But I still love you. My Bestie`

Haiz. After going thru so many stuff. I think Carian has finally grown up. Through every obstacle, you will learn a lesson. Be it valuable or worthless, it had engraved and leave footprints in you. Celine just sent me this particular poem about friendship, I quote this lill part

Friendship: 'The Older It Grows, The Stronger It Is' Is it neccessary true? I dun believe in time constrains, as long as you and your friend are faithful to one another, time periods DONT really vary. There is no such thing as. 1 day you are my aquaintance, 2 weeks later you are my budd? No such thing. Haiz. At least to me lar. Heehees x)
Friends are like melons, I tell you why

To find a good one, a hundred you must try!







Message to My Laogong x)
Ooolala. Hmms. Why is everyone so upset nowadays? DUN be ok? Don't Don't Don't. Please don't. Carian will be very heartbroken if I see any of you people under the effects of sadness and agonies. Remember: Nobody is allowed to make you upset without your consent x)

YOU. I shallnt say who you are. YOU know who you are. Heehees x)

I was rather astonished with the tone you talked to me over MSN just now. Its not that I dont want to help, but I was very busy doing some other stuffs just now. SORRY OK? I am sorry I wasnt a good friend or laopo to you. I don't know what you are facing now, but YES, I know whats going on? Backstabbing and suchies. BE STRONG. BE BRAVE and the zuoze you are facing will just leave you. Because through all these storms and typhoons and tsunamis and whirlpools, you will learn, and grow up into someone more sensible than yesterday. I have always believe that you are a very talented and nice person. No doubt at all.

Ohh yeahs. I can be your punching bag too. BUT please dun box my face hor, later I huirong then how? Whahahas x) Preferably hit my stomach then it can be flatter. Then HURRAYS lor. I wanted to call you, and you say if I call you, you will slam it down. Hello? I mean, why dont lingqing people's help. I want to help, I want to ease off your burden, and what is the ans I got from you? You have given up hope on everyone including yourself. THIS I demand you to take it back. Its not fair to give up hope on your friends. Because by doing that, you are only hurting the people that truly loves and cares for you. Think about it. What about Me and Vanessa? And your clique? Arent they of any importance in your life? I need you to reflect. No matter what, I am going to call you. TO HELP. Even if I have to risk being deaf by your sudden slamming downs. I love you` Take care always.

I just found out a very BIG secret about my hammy. Whahas. You confirm anot? I think you are so lucky lehs. Heehees. I think you are the only person I know so far that dont have yet. Lols. Lucky chap. Let me bring you to see a shrink. You need it. Whahahas x)

Ohh yes. Another thing. My hammy loves me. Heehees x) Why am I boasting here? Lols. Nvm x)



Ooolala. Carian strikes back. *Green flames are seen at the barrel of the bunsen burner* Miss me anot? Heehees x) Was so happy today. Here are the following reasons.


1. Darl and I are super close today but I pungseh her for some reasons at a certain point of time. Whahas x)

2. Er-ge(Sokfan) and I went on a ice-cream spree at Heartland

3. Carian got her long awaited haircut

4. Ate only 2 meals after 2 days of terrible pigging influenced by Yeeling. Yeeling, JEALOUS? Heehees x)

5. I dun have *that feeling towards you anymore. Is it good or bad? I dont know...

YOU. As you could see rights, I have been trying so hard to get back the past. Its so evident please. So please make sure that whatever I have done is worth it ok. I cherish you alot. Yupps. Can we get the past back? I enjoy it more lehs. But now also the same. Yupps. Today. Thanks. You better BEG your father to let you go out ok. Later I yue you then you busy. HAIZ. Some more APRIL coming le ok. I dun care huhs. By hook or by crook you better be ultra guai and get into your father's good books, then he can allow you to go out. Heehees x) I am SO influencial huh?

Er-ge so good to me today. She accompanied me for 1 hour to wait for my mummy. Yuppps. So we went for some icecream, and wanted to eat this two-flavoured thing, then I suggested to eat this snowflakes thing as well. So we ended up eating icecream only. So pathetic. Ohh yeahs. Both of us wanted to buy a ring for ourselves. Erms yeah. Cos of this particular reason we cannot say. Later people copy then how? Heehees x) BOTH my Gors rawk to the core please. Love` Ohh yes. Went for my haircut while my mummy dye and highlight it. Two at a shot. Sit until my butt tore and bled. Lols. Then Janice helped me cut my hair. I was so naggy please. Kept asking her to cut nicenice, then ask her to cut proportionate, cut thinner and such. I was born to be a granneh. My hair turned out to be a disaster. I pray that it will grow longer and it will turn out nicer. AMEN. I think I have to pei Darl put hairband le lars. HILARIOUSITY. Ohh yeahs. I saw Qiuyu today! Heehees. Qiuyu huh. Why is ur skirt so short? St Nicholas allowed such uniform mehs? Whahas. SHE IS SO ADORABLE PLEASE. Met her at the escalator with Er-ge. Yupps. Loves` Then Er-ge and I was somewhat bickering about my birthday present. I told her I wanted a bigbig softoy. BUT she insisted in giving me her fave collection of CD by Ken Chu, with his autograph on? Didi wants a softoy NOT a CD! Babies play with toys NOT CDs. Get what I mean honaey? I hope I can have a better birthday this year. And I will be able to celebrate it with my friends rather then my cousins. DUHS. Not so mean lar x)

Oooolala. I think partner is very scared of me or sth. She seemed to inherit this phobia ever since she sit with me. Sorry lars. Becos I kept hitting her on her hands and legs? Abusing her lor. x) Ohh yes. Partner and I were so lame. During middle of the lesson, regardless of its importance, I can suddenly ask her whether am I fat, then she will ask me whether is she fat, then we will start comparing our hands and legs and every visible body parts that can be compared. We even compared who have the biggest eyes? Lols. Ohh yeahs. We compared thighs today! And this Jayne Jayne was like lifting up her skirt when Mrs Pang was infront of her and somemore still there to say: I have bigger thighs than you! In front of the teacher? Lols please. I simply adore molesting her leg muscles whenever she was sitted down. Poking it is SO fun. Hard hard de. Heehees. x) I am so pervertic lehs. I adore her tanness please. So COOL!!! Ok. She is cutting her hair this weekend, then both of us will have a different look! Heehees. Surprise me partner, surprise ME! YOU better give me a big big present hor partner! Although her birthday seemed to be eariler then mine, I seemed to be more kanchoing lehs! Whahas. And its like 3 more months to go? *YOU( Not referring to Jayne) better give me present hors. *Ahems ahems* I am FAT! Rahs. *Knocks wall with my head in frustrations*

Bloods oozes out-Ooolala

*YOU accepted me in friendster. *Squeals in delight* YOU know me afterall. I shouted your name so loudly today, but you arent there. You are somewhere far far away. I hope you will win the match. I hope you bring PL glory. I will pray for you lovely.

Koks my own head* I am suppose to forget HER. Damn. I am so unfaithful to my loveone. Heehees x)

This Yeeling huhs? Damn funny. 4 of us were having lunch together yesterday, and I went to buy food with her cos she was hungry. Actually both of us wanted to skip lunch de. But we failed. SADLY. Heehees x) Then I kinda lied to her that I am gonna buy food after her, but actually I didnt wanted to. Whahas. If I dun sae that, she wont eat. Then she is going to be hungry during the meeting. So yeahs. Its a white lie lor. Whahahas x) Then she got so pissed with me that I didnt buy any food. But then when I told her I am going to buy lar, then she immidiately shot out of her chair and went with me? WHAHAS. So funny. Then I bought this lady finger thing and 1 chicken, BEING FORCED TO. *Later she angry* So I chose the most fattening food from this stall. YEAHS. And she was asking the aunty to serve me with the fattening-est food from the stall? Then I refused to eat carbohydrates loaded food. Then she got angry? When we sat down, she immediately scooped out spoonfuls of rice to me? She is one cute tard please. WHAHAS. Despo for me to get fat huhs? Hello lor. I fat le lor. You want me to be obese is it? x) EVIL.
I was like boiling today please? This particular classmate of mine is SO urghhs. Insensitive to people cann. Ok, shallnt lament about the infront part. But her qns left me stood up pondering. She asked: Carian are you a ***.

At that point of time, how am I suppose to answer? I myself is unsure abt this. Although I know very well that I dont want to be one, but whats the true identity in me? Who am I? Do I really appeal that way? I am amazed. Seriously astonished with her qns, and in my ownself. Who is Carian? Some pigster. WHAHAHAS x) Believe me, I am very determined to be straight. Anyway, I am. IS having short hair a sin? Reasonably NOT. IS having layered hair a sin? Seriously NOT babehs. Why is so many people suddenly inspired to keep long hair? WHYS? However, my mentality hadnt shaken. I refused. I dunno why. I think short hair is nice lehs x)

Ohh yes. Hazel is my new crush. She is too shy to admit it. Awwww. *Hazel are you reading this?* Carian put this up for you lehs. Whahahas. Hmms. Since when did I start making her my crush? Ohh yes. This Jayne and Guifeng! FORCED me to crush Hazel to forget someone? Whahahas. SOME peer influence? Whahahas. NAUGHTY PEOPLE x)

REMEMBER HUHS. Carian's birthday coming le. 3 more months? WHAHAS.

YOU. Stop acting toot. Whahahas. You look so shuai still. love`




Oooolala. Its again this time of the week. I am here. Kiss me, welcome my presence. Yeahyers. I like 3A2 suddenly. Especially with my partner also known as my Pumpkin(Shhh. She doesnt like to be called that. Whahas X) Guifeng Darl, Er-ge(Sokfan), Jie(Ailing) and Yeeling. Yupps. As well as some others in a2. Lols. Sorry huhs. If Carian were to list out one by one, morning le lor. So yeahs. You know who you are, my happy fruits. Lame.

Partner and I are currently going thru a very strict project. The aim of the target is to promote healthy living, and we HAVE to lose 3kg before New Year. YES. Partner! We can do it mans x) But for this partner abit kankou lar. Already eating the chocolates I gave her, though she claimed that she shared with Regina. THATS NOT THE POINT PARTNER! Lols. So she lost 500grams. And yes. I am very happy for her. *CLAPS CLAPS* Shall we have a sushi feast? WAHS. Later partner became very skinny then I remained my fatness how? Wheys. Dun PSK me ok. Golly. Ohh dear. I realised I had been physically abusing Jayne intensively please, hitting and beating her and tugging her sleeves. Apologies to all Jayne Lee's Fans ok. Please dun mob me outside of the school. I had admitted my mistake, but Jayne is so nice to beat. WHAHAS. Ohh no. I can see GF Darls eyes fuming with flames. Whahas x)

Ooolala. I am going to cut my hair this Sunday or something. Did anybody noticed that its disgustingly out of shape and its so thick. That reminds me of SOMEONE. Heehee. And it calls for a major laughter. WHAHAS. My hair was caught by Ms Ang for the spikes. Believe it or not. Darl's hair was also caught? Like Wth? her hair is tugged back with a hairband? Whats happening? Then Jerelyn was being taken to see Mrs Jacob. But its like, her hair is like that all the while? I mean, whats happening? Why must the school be so strict out of the sudden? The board allowed the girls to have ponytails, ok here, it is allowing some freedom to those long hair people. BUT what about those short hair people. You cannot have spikes, you cannot have TOO layered hair, you cannot have hair that is too short, you cannot have hair that is touching the collar, you cannot this you cannot that. You want every single one of us to have china doll hairstyle is it? You think it is so cool to have ahdai's hairstyle is it. I CUT LET YOU SEE. CHOY. My hair is far too precious to sacrifies please. I mean whatever the case is. I think the spot check for spikiness is rather redundant. In fact. TOO redundant le. When you have short hair, it is natural that you would inherit some of the grass-->(quoted from Zoey) I seriously dun see the point at all please. Esp the fact that Darl is caught too. Redundant. Wth.

Our uniforms were already bring altered by the board. The belts had became relatively high and is classified as boobs belt, not waist belt, cos it is TOO high. It is like some white cloth trying to enhance the breast or sth, which in another case, is redundent as well. The board is trying to be lenient in the wrong way, and strict in a wrong way. Sometimes, I really feel that Singapore's educational system had failed. Ok. No offence to the PM. Or maybe it is US the students that failed to be good and abiding. This certainly calls for a period of reflection. 1 min of silence please.

Ohh yes. I dunno whats the problem with me. There is this very tall person that I had been noticing. She carries a lunchbox with her whenever its her recess. She dun walk, she slides to her friends, and the happiest thing to me is that, she knows partner and partner knows her. Wheehee` She is seriously shuai to me, but partner denies, she is seriously pretty to me too, and you know whats her response. WHY cant you people agree with my taste for once? Is it really that bad? NO LARS. One day, I am just gonna prove to you people that my taste is good ok x) Heehee. She is officially known as the GLIDER. Whahas. Uhhuh. I met Grandpa Yue (Jyue) in school very recently. AND that was suppose to be my chance to hear her voice, but sadly she is so far away plus, its like. I have nv talked to her before, we got to know each other more only during the holidays lar. WHY didnt you know me eariler? She claimed that she said Hey to me. Paiseh huh. Sunzi didnt hear. So that means you have to come back to PL more often =) She asked me to peng her chang at her working place. Shall find one fine day to visit her. Then tipped her heavily. Then she dun have to go to work lar. BTW. She is rich ok. But she wants to work. OUT OF POINT. She wants to dye her hair blonde. OUT OF POINT. Good luck Grandpa. loves.

Choir had been very slack nowadays. Kana scolded so many times by Mr Jusof. I mean, haiz. I think I have really tried my best le. Even though the lesson is rather, erms how to sae, intense. At the point of getting scolded, I could even dosed off. SORRY. But I am really very tired. I cannot tahan the 5day work only schedule. My body is failing, and I dun exercise. Soon I will become obese and utterly OBESE. How come everybody so skinny de? I am so jealous pls. New Year coming le, and I haven even bought my clothes pls. Mummy just got this $50 voucher from Mango. Cos she applied for this creditcard and they send her that. But I dun like skimpy clothings. I want Tshirts from 37 degrees or billabong. Haiz. Darl wants her Levis Jeans, Carian wants her collar neck shirt and tie. Borrow from my dad lar. Can save $$. Whahas. Partner, what you want? Lets have a prayer cell.

I hope I am able to choose the type of clothings I want for this year. CONFIRM my mother will ask me wear skirt de. CONFIRM. I can give you all my hongbao money if I failed this bet. Whahas. I want to transfer class. I want to go A3 to be with my bestie. Staying in a Geogh class is so boring. Everything is facts facts facts. haiz. Carian want to cry le x)

Deardear. I love you too`



Ohh Boy. I finally realised that I haven been blogging for 6 days le. *Claps Claps* Boy, I was SO glad that I was able to refrain myself from using the computer, despite the fact that its in my room, and I will be able to look at it 24/7. Carian had finally exercised self-control lo. So happy please.

YOU. Seriously huhs. I am not sure if I should give you a sound trashing or whats. Erms, when was it huhs. Ohh yeahs. Its was on Wednesday. Good old you ran to me, having the intention to tell me something. Then, you ran back to your friends, then you ran back and tell me that your friends realised that I haven been speaking to you or something, so I just grabbed you and did this nonsensical pose with you. Then you say your friends spreaded to some more friends. WHEYS. I was suppose to pull you and me out of THAT picture ok. How come yue make yue messy? Then during *, you told me the truth about that matter. I have been wondering for a long time. What do you take me as? A toy, an able-to-laugh-at piece of crapp? I seriously do not understand you at all. PLEASE explain. I do not want to be kept in the dark. Its scary, evil and all.

Ohh yeahs. 3A2 is erms. Too quiet lo. Compared to last year, IT really is a far cry please. My impression of A2 is an enthu and noisy class, how come it is so quiet. Completely out of point. Out of point. Even crush said so. haiz. Crush wants to appeal to A3. But she is afraid she couldnt cope. CRUSH! Jiayou. Carian loves you. I hope you can really get into the class you want. AIYAHS. Might as well just transfer to my class lar. THEN we can see each other everyday. I know you want right? KNEW it. Whahas. I am so thickskin please. Ohh yeahs. The choir is gonna have our practise at the Church next door or something. Thats means to say, we wont be in school for CCA ever and ever again. THENS, I cannot see my FLOWER! So sad. Nvm, luckily Laopo is her classmate, then I can pump info out of her. Whahas. Sometimes having friends from some other classes can be a good thing. PUMPING INFO. Speaking of major sneakiness pls. Blame yourself if you are crushed by me, WHAHAS. That person confirm dun have privacy de. Cos I will know everything about him/her. Be it good or bad. I am evil. Erms, kpo also lar. Ok. Recently I have a new project to work on. And thats my flower and my stickk. Luckily Guifeng knows her, and Laopo too. So WHAHAS pls. THEN my stickk rights. HAIZ. Sadly, nobody knows who he is. Only myself? SADDENING PLEASE. So I cant lament. Anyway, I dun think I like him le. Haiz. How fast it comes and goes please. Aiyahs. That proves that I am straight. Or is it not. I dunno lars. Talking to Gor now. She is telling me about her lovelife with this ahlian person. Whahas. Hmms. It seems that both of us are from the same category. We like people that like us first. Haiz. Then I was like telling her that if this is the case, then this shouldnt be love at all. Love should be both sided, and not onesided only. If that person likes you, and you like her just because of that. Then. Then. I think they should break up. No offence. In the 1st place, there shouldnt even be SUCH relationship at all. Its wrong. but I understand Gor, this feeling. Didi have it before too. When I ask for her label. I was so shocked. I didnt know that, until today. Though I have heard this rumour before. Ohh yeahs. Btw, I knew Gor from the Mega Camp from FAITHFUL! HEHS. Learnt about many things from her today. Be it bad or good. Whahas. Ok. We talked quite abit on my hair. Haiz. MY HAIR. Is seriously atrocious. BUT the thing is, I still have to live with it for another week. Then WHAHAS. Snipsnipsnip. CUTTING. This time, I want to cut many many layers, erms, very very spiky and very very NICE. Wth am I talking about please. GOR! You can help me cut my hair? Hmms. She spends her time cutting her own hair, and its nice. So help me ok? Thanks. hugs. OK. Seriously. I have a stead le. My stead! Ok. Shallnt boast. Not good. x)

Had CCA fair on Saturday. Didnt sang too well. Esp in the hall. Erms, we sang For the Beauty of The Earth. Nerizza and I had to put on hairband cos of the spikes. But isnt it worse? I mean, our hair is already so short, ok hers is really short. then if we were to push all the hair back. Wont it be worse? The layers will expose, and WHAHAS. Lames. Guess what? I was the MC for that day. It was so last minute and all, and I was so afraid that I stammered. But luckily, it wasnt THAT bad. I managed to memorise the things I have to sae, in other word, it was impromptoos pls. The second time I did was not as bad, more natural and such. Anyway, Mega thankies to the teachers. Mrs Tay, Ms Tessa Tan and The choir president for giving me the chance to do my little bit for choir. I dunno whether did I or not screw up the thing. I am betting on YES please. CONFRIM DIE LEH. OK Thats not the point. This Jelly lar. Stuck at the booth, cause she is the registry person. COOL pls. ohh yeahs. I suffered from blisters attack. Cos we are needed to put on our choir costume and courtshoes. Then I think mine is made of PURE leather. *Egoego* And the friction of the leather made my skin peel. So let me recall. I have 5 blisters on both my left and right foot as well as 3 blueblacks on the sole of my feet. COOl heh? I know you are jealous. Cos I have my NILEriver and Laopo to fu me. Whahahahas. Ohh yeahs. How abt some gross bit? Cos clique went to change together. The the toilets are so small, but then we manage to fit into the toilet near the AVA place. Guess what? I changed with Laopo in the same cubicle. Sorry to all Stefanie fans. Cos you cant get to see what I have seen, and cant get to touch what I touched. WHAHAS. SICK please. No lar. We turned behind our backs and change. Feeling better now? STEFANIE fans? I am so afraid that I would be mobbed tomorrow after school by Stefanie fans. HAIZ. I need bodyguards, Any volunteers? Whooots` So freaking funny pls. Whahahas. Ohh yes. Another bit that made me happy was because. WHAHAS. Erms. Stickk sat with me yesterday!!! And stickk touched my Amaths book. Sorry to disappoint all Stickks fans AGAIN. but ladyluck seemed to be by my side lehs. What to do? LOLS x) WANYI! Its Amath book! The object+the subject that brought us together. Whahas. I shall be more excited and shall look forward to every Amaths lessons in future. Whooots` I love Amaths. I love Amaths. Whoooosh` No lar. I love Stickk more! Whoooosh` No, I love my stead more. Alamaks. I love everyone lars.

Guess what. I didnt bathe for the whole day yesterday. JEALOUS? I have SO many bugs on my body. Crawling and twirling about. Yikes, I even saw worms. ARGHHHS. Haiz. Cos I suffered from Blisters attack+muscle pain+fever+bodyache, so I was asked not to touch water. Because if I were to bathe rights, you would surely+confirm hear me scream to Woodlands. So pain sia. Walk oso got problem, you tell me how I bathe. I am crippled lars. So, after my trip to WHAHAHAS to see my Stickk. I went straight to sleep. WHAT A SLEEPING DAY.

Shellx Nuer. Ask me to grow long hair with her. SORRY HUHS. Carian dun like long hair de. My hair now, to me, is considered long and fuzzy. What more having me to keep long hair. I can JUST cry to Woodlands pls. All maybe to Pasir Ris?-->I have a reason for saying this. Whahas.x)

Ohh yes. I followed laopo to her church basketball court, to meet her SUN. Thens on our way there, we met the twins, Rasmas and Rastus. I was screaming away after I saw them ok. One word to describe them. SUPER SHUAI. ARGHHS. Tall too. Now I know why Laopo like one of them lo. So unfaithful to her SUN hors? Saw SUN at the basketball court. Cool lar. Shuai too lar. BUT. Stef dun seem to have this intense feeling when she saw him. THATS weird. WEIRDS. Probably dun like le. Whahas. TSKS. Change lover so quickly, and somemore you guys BG de. SAD. If I have a girlfriend like you rights. I can hug my pillow and cry everyday lors. But then again. I wont have a girlfriend. Whahahahas. I want people to cry for me. Whahas. I shall do that x)

Yupperies. Going to S.C.H not school BUT S.C.H tomorrow. Dun miss me people. ESP Darl. I know you will. WHAHAS. Yuppps. Staying there until 6 I think. Then I will be reaching home at 7+ Luckily I have laopo and BUNS and Crush to pei me home. Heehees. Poor Melf. WHAHAS. She has to go home alone, cos none of us took the same route as her home. x) Wish us luck mans. CHOIR RAWKS. ohh yeahs. There is this girl I believe which is from 1D1, I took her for PC lesson. So purposely leh she. Came to the AVA place and made a special request. She wants us to sing the song Toki Gong. Which is like our SFY song two years ago? U tell me, how to remember the parts. Plus most of the seniors had already left us. SCREWED PLS.

Have to go le. And that means I will only come back, say. This Friday? Dont miss me. Whahahas x)

YOU are just someone I wasted my time on. I HATE YOU.



Whahas. Haven been blogging for such a long time. RAHHS. Its only 3 days btw. Yeahyers. Had a very cool New Year Partae and Christmas Partae too. But trust me, the what to wear for the partae, isnt FUN at all. I was banned from wearing CERTAIN kinds of clothing. Whahas. Thats not the point. OK. I cannot carry on lo. Haven pack my schoolbag yets. I shall now. Mummy is screaming at me now. Whahas. MUSIC to my ears. Lols. Yuppps. Missed everyone after two months of holidays. My clique, my choir clique, my NILEfamily and all my other dearies.

Carian Loves and Misses you ALL.
I Just WANT to see you again. My Whahas. My Goldfish.