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Thursday, November 24, 2005
LOLS. Feeling damn lousy now. Dont know whats the matter too. Really felt so sad after the show, or rather I was feeling damn agitated by the show. You know whats the purpose for me to be upset? COS I DUNWAN JIANYI TO LIKE YOYO! Some stoopid excuse aye.. So rubbish indeed. People that dont know me will surely think that Im some jealous freak. LADEEDA.
I admit I tend to get jealous so easily(: Even over the smallest thingmajig.
Haven been consistently doing my homework, feeling so guilty right now. HEH HEH
Anw, damn excited for 26 and 17 November!!! Come come let me tell you whats gonna happen.
26 November
Will be going for a chalet at night at Changi. Overnight with Jie(=
27 November Home with Jie to her house. Rest awhile and we will be heading to town! With her Godsis and Xiaoming(: So exciting((:
Yupps, Im suppose to like, do my chinese laa, but ended up doing craps. Shall speak about Monday.
Went to Sokfan's house to complete our GIS with Darl. Crapped awhile and Darl showed me pictures of her LIFE. HAHA. Rather guniang.. HAHA. Then we did abit of work and decided to call it day cos she had to rush for some jabbing for her Cambodia trip. Before we left, I told them some heart-to-heart stuffs abt Christ and all. I told them I really wanna go for churching stuffs and all. Then we talked about speaking in tongues and all. Really wanna witness something I told them. And we prayed. For a while we are a little pushy of the matters like whose gonna pray first and stuff. We selfvolunteered Sokfan! HAHA. Had silent prayer, then Sokfan prayed... Then it was my turn. ACTUALLY, I didnt know what to say at first. But somehow I opened my mouth and prayed. Dear Heavenly Father... After this sentence, I cried. And Sokfan had to leave to get me tissues. Cried throughout.
Indeed I have sinned alot, andI really wish to put a stop. A BIG FULLSTOP. I prayed about my flaws, and how much I wanna change. Everybody prayed for each other, it was a warm sight! I really hope that my parents will not be so objective in this kinda things. I just want to praise and worship him, is it really that wrong? I have made my choice, and I hope to pursue it...
Heavenly Father, please, help me. In Christ I Stand- Firmly and confidently, cos Im shone brightly by you with your light.
I dont understand, why is some people getting away so easily? Why do people have to suffer from their doings? Is it fair? All I want is a judgement, someone whom is powerful to put a stop in all these. Im always waiting for that day to come. Perhaps, I should learn how to let go everything. I wont be the Carian I used to am. Cos Im already not the same long ago.
God, save me. Pardon me from all my sins.
Save * too. Amen
Written by; ♥cariann
Sunday, November 20, 2005
WONDERFUL]
Watched the 9pm dancing show. Splendid I could say. Im sure Crushie Janice liked it too(:
I think the show was rather fake lar, how can Yoyo suddenly get cured from her stagefrightness so fast within 1 esp? If Im the director, like ahems* I will make her lose this competition and make everyone VERY disappointed with her. Then after tons of esp, she get to recover and win some prestigious competition. Am I like very mean ah? Yoyo's lovers, dont whack me. Thanks(=
Anw, I so like Jianyi. I think he is so handsome. ESP his hair! I know Lynnie will agree this little one with me. But then Martin is more SHUAI. But his hair, cannot make it. *SHAKES HEAD HARD TILL IT DROPS* But seriously, I think my hair is worse. No more layers, no more spikes. So unlike Carian I could say. So ugly also)=
By the way, Cae so happy to lose her wallet one sunny afternoon. Made a police report and there were no results. SO disappointing laa. My $90 all gone, my Ezlink card and all-GONE. People's hardearned money, my hardsaved money. I WANNA CRY LAA.
Im so poor thing please.
*CLINKS*
AHH, someone so happened to drop a penny into my begging bowl.
I replied: THANK YOU THANK YOU.
Have to work tomorrow, what a drag, I so hate working! Anw, will be working until Xiaoming comes back from Church Camp, to occupy myself, otherwise very bored. After that, I can bid Christopher goodbye and go back to my books. First time Im so enthu to study. SOMEHOW. I mustnt lose to her*. I need to do well. I dont care about * le, its a drag and a waste of my time. Shant think about those matters le. I know God will help me through this difficult period in my life. I know he will, for I have great faith in him. LOVES. And you* too, I know you will support me always right(((:
Written by; ♥cariann
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
HEYS. Long time no see computer! Haven been online for a long while, and I guess many of my accounts have been frozen. AHH So scared! Shall use fireblast to melt it. AHH. Now at Christopher's house, using his computer to blog cause Im rather guilty that my blog is rather UNDERentertained. BWHAHAS. He has been a sweetie, left the com on for awhile and resumed with his excavation in his house-To look for more CDS to spin. CUTE DUDE. Had been at his house for quite somewhile this week. HAVE A JOB TO DO MAH(= *Sniggers*
Really need to save up quite abit in order to establish some of the rather impossibles for a young girl like me with no financal source, except from my parents. But I guess this holidays, I must really learn to be a good girl and not live from hand to mouth. I must be independent you know(= RIGHT XIAOMING?
Haven done any homework yet, rather slow. HAIZ. Really very tired mah, haven recovered from all the stress that have been imposed and accumulated on me seen JANUARY. *Strokes brain* It deserves a rest(X
Went Choir Yesterday. WAS SUPER SAD. Got scolded by Ms Tan for singing too sharply. I know its my fault. I think we need Clara laa, since she is the only one in Sop1 that didnt get any scolding de. SHE SO ROCK. Im super demoralised, its my own fault, I know. Just have to jiayou, or I will never pass my grade this year. Cant control my breath and all. A blow to me mann. *A gust of wind flows past* SO COLD.
Luckily Xiaoming is always there to encourage me. THANK GOD for him. OH! Shall introduse my readers to Xiaoming! BWHAHAS. Xiaoming is super SHUAI, cute and adorable. Sounds like a cockroach horr? WELL, he is! Joking..
Enjoyed class outing. My first class outing after so many lightyears mann. Got a tann and have yet to recover from the itch and sore. Shall go there soon with XM, YAYS! This time round, I just wanna get a deeper racer tann with at least 1 tone darker. IMAGINE: Cae got overburnt and return back to school. I bet many wont even recognise me. TRUST ME, my mumm couldnt even recognise me when I return home, cause I was too red, like a lobster? And that day was also the day, sth rather bad happen. HAIZ. Memories`
Tell me when time is up,
The time you have to leave me;
and never return
LOVE you so much(=
YUPPS, gotta go, Christopher is driving me crazy, cute. SEE YOU PEOPLE(=
Written by; ♥cariann