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Friday, March 25, 2005
WHOOHOO.
Finally able to get online to well, blog? GEE. I guess last semester was really a bad one for me. All the distractions and stuffs. But I guess term two will be different for me.
I seemed to lose myself, in a dark dungeon. Never able to get back to my feet again. My feelings were crushed and somehow I became coldblooded. SOMEHOW.
So sorry but thats the Carian now.
RAHHHS. Its Good Friday now. HEE. HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY =) How do you wish someone a Happy Good Friday huhs? Lols.
I think my hair is super long leh. But everyone was like saying its very short, I want to cut it lehs but then I am afraid it might turn out hideous. Mooleh asked me to keep long hair -__-''' Confirm super ugly please. NONO. Not gonna try. HA.
Haiz. Received a bad news mann. After sports day, all SYF groups would have to assemble at the main gate of the stadium at 1230? GEE. Thats EARLY. The thing will end at 12 and we only have 30 dingding minutes? And guess what would be our lunch. According to our all- time fave Mrs Tay each of us will be given sandwiches. Come on let Carian quote her "Ehh duh Girls each of you would be given erm sandwiches, each of you will be given 2 slices of bread, we dont want you to have a heavy lunch.... drinks will not be provided. You all can either bring honey water or plain water, I dont want to see you all drinking coke....." GEE. This had given me an idea. I shall bring my own lunchbox with delicious homecooked food. HAHA. Does the lunchbox part sounded funny? Reminds me of GLIDER! Long time never talk about her le. HAHA. Firstly, I need to get to know Glider so that she can prepare some delicious food for me so that I could sing super well on that day X) WAHLAOS. No drinks would be provided?!? Ehhs. What the dingding? I rather them give me one bottle of water then sandwiches lor. Confirm is those kinda of butter+kaya break. Eeee. No offence to butter and kaya lovers. Haiz. I want club sandwich mann. Imagine the different layers of bread being stacked up like a tower, then stuck this little American flag at the top of the sandwich. Isnt it delicious, isnt it tempting. ARHHH. I dont think anyone understand what am I talking about. BUT gee. I want to eat my club sandwich! I am a piggy. OINKS. Put on weight lar. Though my weight is still the same, I can feel the fats squishing my chest making me unable to breathe then those flabs at my arms. Ooolala. Could be sliced off and make lard oil lar. I AM FAT!!!!
Mummy lar. Wanna go and see my uncle and aunty make Kueh Lapis tomorrow. Like as if she will have time to make lor. Everyday come home so late de. Anyhow anyhow lar she. Later eat those samples and get fat lar she. HAIZ -__-''' I promise myself not to eat too much tomorrow. Not to pig on those egg tarts and those Muahchee. Haiz. Why must my relatives be so good in making fattening food?
So poor me have to sacrifies my entire Friday at someone's house, and I have yet to get a birthday gift for Jayne Partner. Birthday gift for Joanna, Audrey and Ziqing Crush. HAIZ. Bankrupt lar. Then I think I should start buying for Shuais. *Yes yes. Althea's fans. REMEMBER THIS BEAUTIFUL MOMENT ALTHEA WAS BORN.* Gee. I am madd. Mine come before hers. WHY must I be older? -__-'''
I have to catch with up with tons of revision during the mini holidays. Yupyups. No more gala gala after school. As in, I dont lar. But then, hmms. In conclusion, I am gonna be more serious lo. HEE. Haiz. I wanna lose 2 more kg. OHH GOD. Help me. Just 2 kg more, and everything will be alrightie then. HEE.
Yesyes. I just bought a new handphone. BUT thats not the point darlings. The point is, did you receive my new hp number, in the smses I sent not long ago. HEE. Ooolala. Back to the phone issue. I LOVE MY HANDPHONE. Specially chosen by dearest Carian Siyuen Tham. *Waves waves* Mummy and I was like super kanchoing of the trading handphone thing. Cos the phone is spoilt *LCD no colour* then we tried our luck by sending the phone in to the Starhub people for testing. HAHA. And it was accepted, so I got my phone at a after- trade- in price. HEE. Phewws. Otherwise I confirm cannot get my handphone de lor. LUCKY O ME. I would have gotten this Nokia phone 6670 which is kinda like my 7610 but the buttons are more stiff lar. I am choosy, I know. Sorry. But all females are like that de whats X) Ohh mann. I am gonna camp in with my handphone later, slp with it and hug it, snuggle it under my blankie and start raping its batteries and Sim card. WHAHAS. In other words, I wanna dismantle it X) No lar. Maddd.
Ok. Getting super sleepy now. Its like 2+ le. Have to go sleep. YES!*Punches fist into the air* I will be sleeping with my parents tonight. WHOOHOO.
Written by; ♥cariann
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Gollyfish X)
Ok, I am here to blog, in the middle of the night? Lols.
Just very pissed off today, by certain matters. ESP that. I cant say, cause I cant bring myself to say it, so folks please assumed my state of anger. Lava could be seen emitting out from me, and soon it will solidify and become composite volcanoes and these will be known as pimples. Whahas. I have been suffering from bad outbreaks lar, and the worse thing is *drumrolls* SCHOOL IS REOPENING. Ladeedaaa. GEE. My specs are so cloudy and wet. Whoops. I shouldnt use the word cloudy, but white precipitate? Whahas. Use sodium hydroxide solution or aqueous ammonium to dissolve the hydroxide precipitate. HAHA. The medicine haven been giving any effects. I wanna complain. Guifeng darl go with me yah. *angry mann* I dont like THAT lunatic doctor. Madd de. Forever crapping nonsense -__-'''
SUPER pissed with this particular person. So pervertic. Ask questions also no need to ask until so direct right? Admit also no need to like that right. You really scared me off man. Eepps. The world is scary, or is it I am too timid? You seemed to know so much about me mann, and thats scary. VERY scary, just imagine a person RAHHHS. Ok nvm. Its ok. Carian has to learn to grow up. Whahas.
Threw my temper at bestie again. As in not only her lar, SORRY to Benedict and the others. HAIZ. Just depressed plus super stressed lar. Just imagine having so many stuffs to happen in just one day. SUPER scary. I am not what I am seen to be alright. HEE.
School is reopening soon. GEE. Thats so soon. Smart gor still have another week to go. As in, Raffles Institution rocks please, two weeks of holidays? PLMGSS also want! Wait long long mann. Might be getting my handphone tomorrow, or rather later this day. HEE. Its Sunday lo. And according to my darling King, its some Palm Sunday, dont even know what the dingding it was. HAHA. Wells. Then she go and tag bestie's blog, also dunno for what. Haiyoh. Hurhur.
To my Alynn King and Jillian Grandpa :))
Thanks for being by my side just now. Thanks. The words you guys said to me really calmed me down by alot. Thanks mann. I love you guys mann. HEE. And Jillian, continue to send those pictures to me, its so NICE MANN. Well, what to do, you are goodlooking mann. So dont say you ain alright. Trust me mann X)
Yesyes. Must thank Joyce here. ERMS. She treated me to Geleto Icecream, instead of Zinger. HAHA` Speaking of extortion mann. Juniors. GO FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME. I demand treats any old how. HAHA. Then used her camera to take pictures, haha. She was my cameraman for today, and I felt so bad, but she wants my pictures mah. HAHAHAHA. Thanks mann. Hope that PC wont end so soon yeahs? HAHA.
Everyone is so funny lar. ESP * and * just make me giggle and laugh till I roll 20 rounds on the ground. HAHA. I am so fat now, and I hate Saturdays, only know how to make me fat sia. Ok, Jillian is so funny. Whahas. Ok mann. Have to go sleep its 3 plus already. Nono, before I sleep I wanna read my Two of a Kind. Still kinda attracted by the beauty of the Olsen Twins, I think they are HOT. Whahas. Ehhs. And those so ruoma kissing or hugging scenes just turn me on. WHAHAS. I am pervertic. HEE. Loves.
YOU. DONT ever cry for me. Its NOT worth it alright? Silly girl.
Written by; ♥cariann
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Yupyup. I need to clarify some stuff here. To the Royal Balls Family. HEE. You guys know who you are X)
Firstly, I am aware that you guys are rather pissed off with me cause I appeared to be a PSK. But seriously saying, I am very sorry and I dont mean to at all. ESP this year, I have been getting many comments that I PS you guys. But honestly I really dont mean to. Its just that I have many stuffs happening around and I guess I let my emotions run wild sometimes. I have to say darlings, I am not attention seeking or ego or whatever. I am sad when you guys said that. I -__-''' please. Haiz. Yes. Here I am to apologise. Give me another chance yeahs? Thanks X)
Yes. Have been going for Choir practises for like almost everyday. Couldnt have the chance to really stay up later to do anything I want. HAIZ. I used to like Choir, but now. NAHS. Clues: Not because of the practises, but the people instead. Biasity I can comment. Its seriously not my fault mann. You guys why? HAIZ. Today Mr Jusof very nice. Whahas. Let us watch some VCDS of concerts of Charlotte Church and Some Oscar Awards. We are suppose to learn how to open our mouths like them mah. HEE. Then there is this guy(Charlotte's Partner in 1 song) DIAO I like him cann? I think he is SO cute. But sadly, nobody agrees -__-''' Because in the beginning there is no volume mah. Then I couldnt hear my darling sing lar. THEN when Mr Jusof return back with the remote I go and ask him to replay that song, so that I can hear my darling's voice -__-''' ABIT girly lar. WELL? His voice haven break yet lar. HEE. Then Ms Tan abit extra let us hear some Gamelan and Angkung thingy. Like so totally out of point lar. BUT THEN. Thanks mann. HEE. Then Mr Jusof left his Digital Cam with Klara and she went ard taking pictures. WHAHAS. She said she wants to take a picture of me singing with my mouth BIG. Mann. She took it lar. I am so scared she used it for something silly or something. YIKES. Byebyes reputation. Then took pictures with Neri, Janice... Yahs. After that lunched with The Ballies. Home.
Oh GOLLYFISH. My handphone is seriously out of order or something. STOOPID. I have to slam it down against concrete walls and floors EVERYDAY without fail. Ahahas. Althea was like helping me slam it against the wall yesterday. Then I threw it down the floor at least 3 times when I was walking. Whahas. Cannot stand it lar. It requires a little shock in order to work well lar. So, it has to be thrown regularly. HEE. And GEE. It is so spoilt now. CONGRATS CARIAN. *pats on the head*
Yes. Went out with Althea yesterday after choir, and this time we really crapped and the entire thing is really so casual and all. WHICH is what I want. Rather then pre-planned trips. HEE. Not sure which one she prefers lar. WHAHAS. Then we took neos and bought matching earstuds. WHEY! To those people. DONT be jealous. Maybe if you bribe me or sth, I might sell mine to you, it is rare ok. WHAHAS. I am so NICE X) CRAZEE girlfriend likes to take neos with funny actions. HAIZ. Totally opposite from her? SHE IS MADD LAR. Whahas. Yesyes. Then did Physics together in the middle of the night. HEE. WHEY. Do Chemistry with me soon yeahs and Amaths. WAH. Cannot stand it. So difficult pls. HA. This is one of the pros of having a smart bestie. HAHA. I am not THAT stoopid ok. *Cannot let her claim all the credits* SNIGGERS.
Ohh yes. I always laugh in choir. COS, we were like talking about her and she is like just ard us and everyone was like teasing her and everything. HAHA. Celine said she made her shout * when they were walking the dog. FUNNY ISSUE please.
Yesyes. I am so excited! My birthday is coming even though its like 1 month plus more. -__-'''
Never cease to worship you`
Written by; ♥cariann
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Read YOUR blog. ONE comment. You are so funny. You asked me to accept you. What do you mean by that? Please clarify. And please do not suffer from any depression dingdong just because I cant go with you. EHHS. Just chill. When the time is right. You will get it. Whahas X)
Silly.
Went to Shuais church yesterday. Yeahs. We planned to meet at the MRT busstop, then she said she wanna meet at the green busstop, which totally amused me. Cause I dont see any green busstop there before. Whahas. So its like, I woke up early, but couldnt arrive in time. GEE. Yes, potential taitai. HAHA. Took MRT there. Couldnt stand the heat, cos I was wearing two layers, long sleeves underneath and shirt on top. Ultimate EXTRA. Met and went.
Met her cellgroup people. I was like damn cuckoo lar. Hiding behind Althea? Cause I dont wanna introduce myself. Carian scared lar. Whahas. Ate at Fish and Co with them. Ultimate ERS. Expensive? Knew Joyce Chen. Haha. She is nice lar. Then there is this girl called ERS. I forgot, and we started to talk about this waitress that is a b**g. Yesyes -__-'''
Went to the church. Met her buddy Avian. Ultimate crappy lar he. Ohh yes. He sounded like my cousin Daniel. WAH. Her church rawks man, we sang One Way, something something Bestfriend then this song composed by this guy. Yeahs. ROCKS. 3 of us were like jumping during the chorus of One Way. HA. And it looks like we are the only jumpers. OHH WOW. After that we went to Tampiness Mall, and we started loithering around everywhere doing silly things, and Avian was like busy protecting his figuring that is supposed to be worth 6 bucks, and I dropped it once? So I believe that the value has gone down by 50 cents. SADDENING mann X)
Went to shop and save and ended up taking spastic pictures with the trolleys, bags of rice, babyfood, milk tins, towels, pails, sweets... and many more. Just go and find out lar. I linked the album. Yes. Go check it out. I look damn gay. So ignore those pics with me in it. THANKS X) Went home quite late cause we were too engrossed in taking those pics, yeahs, in the bus Althea and I also took somemore. WHAHAS. Damn then had cramps. Cant walk. And swaysway pls, I hopped on the wrong bus for both times, and had to take a cab back. What a waste of money. HAIZ. Stupid cramps. GRR. I am angry now, dont pissed me off.
Yesyes. So Sunday is really great. YAHS. Thanks arhh Althea X)
Had choir today. Yes. Mr Jusof showed us several slides about the proper techniques of singing and breathing, and one specific person kept pissing me off. For a while she can go CHOP CHOP CHOP or Mr Jusof can we blah blah.. PISSING. Asked Audrey to move towards the left, cause her voice is ultimate booming. Eeee. Then when we like singing, she just go to me and started telling me that our session went off at Senjakalah the LAH part -__- We are perfectly fine ok. You have hearing disorder lar. HEE. Actually right, I think she is a good person, as in she really wants us to do well lar, but I guess her approach is slightly wrong, and that might lead to some bad aftereffects. But on the whole. Thumbs up please. HEE.
Ok. Clique has a new family now. Ehhs. The Royal Balls Family.
Carian aka crabball,
Melf aka beefball,
Joanna aka Prawnball( She wanted to be the taco pachi-->So out of point lar)
Stef laopo aka Fishball( She wanted to be the pearl?) -__-'''
Ziqing crush aka Chickenball
Audrey aka Sotongball and Jaclyn aka Porkball. HAHA. FUNNY PEOPLE. Then during our trip, I became the Queen of balls, Ziqing is my laogong HAHA. King of balls, Melf and Joanna are the prince of balls, Jaclyn is the advisors of Balls, Stef and Audrey are Princess of balls. HAHA.
Went for lunch at heartland, took neos with Laopo Buns and crush Ziqing. Ohh btw. She wants me to say that she rocks in my blog. HAHA. STEFANIE THIA SHUHUI ROCKS` Then Crush said that I look nice in the pic ok! Whahas. So happy? But then later she say I look very different from the picture and my real life. MAJOR wet blanket. Some crush? Ohh yes. Ziqing and I was like damn gay just now? I put my hand over the speaker cos it was too loud at the neos machine. HAHA. Then she suddenly put her hand over mine. Then I was like ZIQING!!! Your hand. Then she was like YAH I KNOW. I was actually thinking if I should do that, later you start screaming and everything. HAHA. She was right. I was like CRUSH IS HOLDING MY HAND! -__-''' Then I started playing with her hands, then what pile her hand on top of mine, then mine on top of hers and then some kinda dingding. She was like OHH MANNING all the way. Haha. Diao -__-''' Yes. Made Angeline angry cos I accidentally spew something. It wasnt intentionally ok. I am so sorry mann! SORRY! X) Yah she went to cut hair. Very nice. So WHOOSH man. HAHA. This is the picture Stef and I took. HAHA
Put it up, cause erms. I wanna. Stef, I so nice rights? Crush! Dont be jealous. Whahas.
My handphone is always spoilt! I am so sad. HAIZ. Was like on the verge of tears yesterdays? Too many messages inside le. Then if spoilt means everything is gone. Including what little I have. Pls god. I want it to be alright again. Amen. HAHA.
Yah. Thats what have been happening so far. I guess.
I love you. No matter what`
Written by; ♥cariann
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Whoosh-
I dont think anybody can be as depressed as me. Haiz. I didnt do well for this term. Well? Just have to admit that I was rather distracted in the starting part, but then now I am not. But what for? The term is over, 20 percent is off. 40 percent more. I am going to see how am I going to die this year with all my nonsense. I regret. I regretted liking you. Its such a waste of time and effort. But guess I think everything is over. People. Listen to me. Whahas. I am serious about it ok. Dont come telling me dont fake or something. I can just squeeze your head and rub it with salt or concentrated acid. Whahas. Stupid Kendra just refuse to believe that I am not a PB. So you think you are so cool lar. Anyhow give people labels. HEHS. I repeat. I am not a PB or a PL. I am nothing. Kendra you rock man-__-'''
Stoopid Kendra kept dragging me near her to listen to her secret about her AHEM, then I said something, for a few times she will agree with me, then after that she will just start abusing me man. SUCH AS. Knocking my head, puching my head and even rubbing her hand on my hair. And worse still, she ate this salted thing lor, and yes. She ruffled my hair ON PURPOSE. Pls lar comrade. Be more wenrou to me cann? Treat me as a punching bag huh? TSKS. But had fun lar. Kendra is super slack please. I have to nag at her to finish up her assignments? Then she said I can be her naima. Like wth? Its for your own good lar. HAIZ. Silly. Shermaine said that PLMGSS is better than Xinmin?-__-'''
Heard something from Helena. Haiz. Sad story. But I didnt ok. AIYOHS. Then this Joyce lar go and anyhow anyhow. Now people so sad le lar. Also dunno what to do. ROCKS please. I think Im having communication breakdown with my juniors or something. Mann. Ok, lets flip the page... GEE. Darl and I had a fight today, and its also because of communication breakdown.
To darl: *If you are reading this* You know who I really am right? I have always shared whatever good stuffs with you, what more about ***? I really hope its over, and there are no doubts between us, because seriously I have no intention of faking you about ***, when I cant even hear what you are trying to say. Please, be more careful in ur words arhh. Silly darl. Loves. I am sorry X)
So funny mann.
Haiz. Today had to pack all my books in a box and its like raining? GOLLYFISH. Then ER-GE was sicked, so I asked Peilin to shelter her, while I walk under the rain, and the box is like so heavy? Er-ge is suppose to be my bodyguard de lar, as in, help me carry schoolbag and dictionary on normal school day, then now its like, I am on my own? I am so weak mann. I think I better go carry weights or something. My strength huh. *shakes head* Even she herself is complaining. Meibanfa. Didi no strength mahs. HEE X)
Yes. Going for some special church service with Shuais this Sunday. Yesyes. You better be glad hor, cause its like, I have to pluck up my courage and ask and all this kinda dingdongs. So yes. I have a feeling the day will be great. WHAHAS. Of course lar, got me around. HEE. So yeahs. Till then, I shall fill in more. Ohh yes. I shall bring Stubby along. If I could remember. HEE. Valentino Present! X)
Ohh yes. I am gonna have choir from Mon-Fri. Whahas. Have to reschedue everything, including our Tuesday trip Althea! Ohh mans. Nvm. We still have tons of time to shangliang. GD GD GD. YAWNS. I am so tired. At my mum's office now, cause her boss isnt around, and Darl, that means I cannot get to see Angel, cause she is on a cruise trip. Saddening huh? HEE. I have her hp number leh! Well. Gonna order alot of food to eat, cause erms, its the company paying mah. So yeahs. EAT ALL I WANT. WHAHAS. Office resources are free mah. So must make good use of it. HAHAS. Then might be popping over to get my eyebrows done, ehhs. Then hopping over to Isetan for a private sale for members. GOLLYFISH. HEES. So exciting` Ok, so now I am like happily waiting for my milk tea to arrive. HAHA. Joyce was right, I can boss people around. Whahas. No lar. GEE. Shall I buy some apple pie? Ohh manns. Carian is gonna be fat after the holidays, because I have no moltivation to lose weight lar. I love FOOD X)
My birthday is coming! So excited mann. HEE. Neri was like yours is on April right? So why are you so excited? HELLO mann. My birthday is a major event this year, aside from SOMEONE'S lar, which I dunno when it is. HA. Was SO happy man yesterday, I guess Darl is too! Its like after so many donkey years, she finally get to talk to AHEMS and sit near HER. GEE. I am happy for her. Then as for me. WHAHAS. Someone was looking for me. HEE. Shallnt elaborate. Althea refused to go with me lar. Then I have to give up this beautiful and memorable chance. SEE your bestie is so selfless. WHOOOOSH` Silly.
Guess the week ended off well for all of us, esp Guifeng Darl and good o me. HEE
Till then. *My milktea has arrived. I said I want ice de, then he give me hot de. HE GOOD. Whahas.
Loves people. LOVE`
Written by; ♥cariann
Monday, March 07, 2005
SHH.
Dont make any noise. But my blog song is like so noisy. Whahas X)
I need the peace. Everything seemed to be so hectic. So noisy. I cant stand noise a teeny bit.
My house is so noisy. Everything seemed to change drastically after the birth of my lovely sister. Mann. The pens in my pencilcase are always missing, and today, my Chanel cologne was like lost by her, and I happen to like it alot. Everything was ruined. Just with a minimal amount of strength. RAHHH+
I tried to keep my mouth shut. Very shut. My mother helped. But still, something is wrong. This feeling I cannot explain. I tried turning in to friends, but what do I get in the end. Nothing. Darl asked me why didnt I go to her. I wanted to. But do you think you guys will understand? Having a sister so young, aint easy at all. You have to give in to everything. I mean. Yupps. I know you guys out there must be scolding me, why carry grudges over this petite matter? Your sister is still young blahs.. But dingdongs, its like, I was the only child for like 14 years then suddenly like? KAABOOM. Changes and more changes. Learn something from my mother today. She went to this fortuneteller with my dad introduced by her client today. That guy advised me to go abroad. Because more opportunities are there for me or something. My mother was rather believing to it. So yeahs. Starting to do plans and all. I might have to leave very soon. Depending on the enthusiam of my momo and daddio. I am scared. I have so much in Singapore. I dont want to give it up! I mean, not so soon. Ok, I am so out of point. I suddenly have this "I love you spirit" Life is so precious, you never know when you can just drop dead in the streets because of a super bad heart attack or kidney failure or whatever. Went to the doctor. HAIZ. Sad news. Dont wanna lament. I just wanna hide in the cupboard and dont come out. Maybe it isnt that bad lar, just have to taste bitter moments in my life for now. But would it be for long?-__-'''
Life seemed to be so bumpy for me. Wherever I go, there are rocks and stones lar. When can I ever find a desirable person that is able to share my troubles? One that cares for me, and not befriend me for some ulterior motives. I mean. HAIZ. Sad to say. I know of people doing that to me. Somehow from someone. Whats the point of doing that. I am devasted. Sad and all. There are some questions I am still pondering over
1. What is love?
2. Why is it hurting?
3. Why am I always hurt in the end?
4. Can I be feelingless.
UHDUH. I am so lame. Haiz. Nobody understands how I feel. I am just living in my own world. Sheesh -__-'''
Written by; ♥cariann
Saturday, March 05, 2005
After so many tests and quizzes for this week, now its the time for..*drumrolls* MORE questionaires. HEE X)
1. What color is most reflective of you?
- Black and Blue. Its so ME? Haiz. Feeling so depressed and all. PMSing I guess. Cannot be lar.
2.What song are you playing now?
- Canon in D by the Vienna Boys Choir. WhahasX)
3.What color top are you wearing?
- Blue. My fave shirt. HEE.
7. Do you want a baby?
- HUH -__-''' I certainly wont mind having a baby SISTER.
15. Who was with you?
-Now or when? Just now was Kendra, Shermaine and Cheryl. HEE.
16. What was the last movie you watched?
- Erms. The Incredibles. Like last year? Ehhs.
17. Who do you dislike most at this moment?
- Someone. But I cannot make myself hate her. She is my friend afterall. Well?
18. What food you wanna eat right now?
- I just want to lick a lollipop now. ARGGHHS. I have a sweet tooth. *Dings*
19. Did you dream last night?
- How about this afternoon? X)
20.What was the last tv show you watched?
- Soccer Match. HEES.
21.What is your fav. piece of jewelry?
- My earrings. Thats the only valuable thing on me. Whahas.
24. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
- Ehhs. Im from an all Girls School leh.
25. Write a song lyric that's in your head?
- Our love is so strong, but why carry on without me? -Everytime By Britney Spears.
27. Who was the last person who met you?
- Kendra and Shermaine. Whahas. Stoopid Kendra I will remember what you say to me lor. HEE.
29. Do you have a crush?
-You are asking the right person mann. Now, let me count. 1, 2,3,4,11? I dont have a crush I have many. Whahas. Just joking mann. I am unsure about my emotions. PMSing lars. Whahas.
30. What is his/her name?
- Cannot say lar. Aiyoh. Dont make people so paiseh here cann?
32. When was the last time you cut your hair?
- 1 week ago.
33. Are you on any meds?
- Yuppps. I am on a months course of anti-acne medicine. Whahas`
Yupperies. Done with the little quiz on top. Now for my blogging. Heeheehee. Had a talk with Ms Ang after English remedial one day. I went to look for her cause I am feeling rather out of sorts recently, and I need someone to talk to me, gives me guides and all. Because I certainly have lost all my hopes on my friends. Sorry to say that, But you guys appealed to me this way. I really dont know who to trust. Everyone seemed to be so selfish, so self-centred. When you guys are in need, I am always there, but what about when I am in hot soup? Nobody knows. Please dont be offended by what I just said. There are these minorities whom I still trust larr. Thats all. Really.
God. Please give me an answer. On that.
SHE has been giving me so much trouble recently. And gladly. EVERYONE seemed to be taking her side, and what I can say is. GET OFF lar. NAHS. Im not going to scold vulgurities here. Not going to criticise her here. God knows whats happening. And I believe justice would be done. Sooner or later. I dont care when it is. I dont hope that she would get into some trouble. But I certainly hope that she can just turn over a new leaf. Stop gossiping about people, and try to attract so much attention. Because to me, its so utterly disgusting. The way you stick up to * and the rest, truely irks me ALOT. So you think that by making them go near to you, or winning their support will make me jealous? Sorry. I have to admit. I am not. I believe that God is with me, and there are more people out there that really cherish me. So my point. Just stop sinning. Its not too late ok? I think of this as a sin. We aint suppose to gossip. I really hope that you guys can be more rational in your decisions. I can just leave anytime. I can and I mean it. *YOU are suppose to call me. Yupps. It cheered me up. I really treasure you tons mann. But you seemed to be so far away.
We have done so many sins unintentionally. And yet we didnt know. Quite sad huh?
Ugly humans. Utter disgrace I could say.
Benedict was damn funny today. Didnt expect him to remember my request mann. So he bought Green Tea and sweet for me. Whahas. So nice wor. Thanks mann. Ok, so he gave me this Hello Kitty magnet. Ehhs. One of the freebies from 7-11 when you buy something from them larr. HURHUR. Thanks. I think I should pay you back or something. Dont wanna own people $$ HEE.
Ohh man. I didnt see my bestie/girlfriend/shuais/valentine for like 3 days lor. HAIZ. So sad lar. Then its like during the weekends and all. It adds up to 6 days pls. Althea! Must remember to go and cut your hair pls. HEE. You promise me de huhs. Where got besties so separated de. HEE. No lar not separated. NOT lar. Whey. Dont scare me lar. Manns. I am madd X) I shall go and help her blog one of these days. Whahas. I am so kind.
Joyce is so funny today. With her friend. Whahas. I totally treated her like some slave of mine can? HEE. Bad senior sia. Cos I was like carrying Ailings bag and my bag infront. HAIZ. So many people was like asking me if I am pregnant? Like duh. Pregnant with books huh? HEE. Then got someone asked how many months le. Have to entertain her lor. HEE. Then I say 5 months. WHAHAS. Ok. So I met Joyce and her flen at the assembly. HAHA. Then she was like saying Hi to me, then I chengji, ask her to carry books for me. Carry to the staffroom, then to the canteen, then to AVA. Sorry huh. Abit the heavy lar the things. HEE. Moral of the story: Dont say HI to me when I am in need. HEE. JUST KIDDING HUH. Better help me hors. So many of my friends were like telling me how weak I am? Cause they always have to carry my stuffs. Thats an advantage of being cute? HEE.
JOYCE! I want my Zinger treat. Whahas. It better be soon. Later I go and eat le. Then we have no reason to go le. WHAHAS. That time dont cry huh. WHAHAS.
Everyone is so weird towards me nowadays. Or is it, I am weird myself? HEE. I am madd lar. Just ignore. I am a major nutcase. Ohh yes. This Celine. HAVEN scold you yet please. Call me Gorgor cause she thinks my hair is too short? Then for example, if your father have decided to grow long hair, then he becomes your mummy le huhs? Mann. You are so funny. Yeah. Called me at 1030 in the night? WHAHAS. So funny. She told me what * told her, and I was like laughing throughout? HUMOUROUSITY PLEASE. I dont believe * talks about me, and the Saturday thing. I can just flip like dying cockroaches please. I thought its over. BUT I was wrong. HEHS. Celine! I shall go entertain her ok?
Manage to crack a smile now. After a week of stress.
Ohh yes. Come to think of it. Joyce was also very funny yesterday. About the handphone number thing. Why are you people so funny de. NVM. At least it keeps me smiling. HEE. My birthday coming le. Yeahyers. So happy. WHEYS. BUDDIES. Must remember huh. 20 April. HEE. I am so thickskin. WHAHAS. So yes. I have to go eat my chocolate and eat Joyce fave icecream flavour again. Tartarfu and Cookies and Cream. Thats how I get fat. Understand?
Dont learn.
20 APRIL! HEE X)
Written by; ♥cariann