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Friday, June 24, 2005
Richard Guy threw me with tons of Variations and Graphical Qns that are meant for GEPS. Its not that I dont wanna do and kept complaining, but the fact is, I couldnt do it. But I will try my best of course. Thank you =)
Haiz. Suddenly came online to blog, felt so, I dunno how to explain. Im so sad. I felt so alone. I need someone by my side now. I wanna cry into someone's shoulders, I want to bite that person's shoulder, I want to have a good sounding cry. Im sad. I really am. Who understands how I feel? NAH. Nobody. Honestly, my only friends during the holidays are mostly my tutors and Hj as well as my Romeo. HAHA. You know who you are aye? LOL. I have yet to think of a fine surname to go with ur splendid name. Ahahas. Ok, sorry if I didnt address the others. Im leading a life comparable to a loner, comparable to someone thats living in the dark dungeon, in a dark cave. Where have all my friends gone too. Or perhaps I didnt contact them as Ive not been logging in frequently, and even if I do, I dont sign in msn. I just em' living a loner's life larr. WTH. I think Im pmsing now.
My life is so rubbish, so unpredictable, so nonsensical. I cant get a grip of myself at all!
You have hurted me once again. I dont know how am I suppose to face you in future. Whats the problem with you, flirting seemed to be your best game aye? You only like to see me being jealous thats all. Get it clear, I wont let you overwhelm my already built confidence and mentality.
Received a call from *, only know how to shout and wail. HAIZ. Dont do that in future aye? Chill. I know hurted emotions cant be controlled and healed, worst if that person is someone whom you respect. I will try to accomodate aye? But dont get the wrong idea please.
My sickness will never be healed//
Written by; ♥cariann
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Was rather sad about the matter. She doesnt give me a chance to explain myself. Its like, what I said to your godsis is nothing but the truth, but you chose to be angry. I didnt lie! I just hope that you can chill. Sorry is anything was caused. LOVES =)
Written by; ♥cariann
Friday, June 17, 2005
Mr Richard Guy threw me with 40+ questions worth of Exponential, Logarithm and Indices yesterday. And one of the papers was taken from ACS(I) GEP/1991 He damn zai, burdened Ms Tham with this kinda stuffs. Never mind, I do for him. Shall write everything nicely on pieces of foolscap paper. One thing I hate about intensive Amaths tution is, I have to use at least 20+ pieces of paper for it, and please I haven counted the number of rough papers being used. Thank you. He is damn pro abt everything, some engineer that quitted his high paying job to earn money ahh? Now I finally understand why are his fees that HIGH too.
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Now let me talk about Mrs Sim my Physics/Chem tution teacher. SHE IS DAMN CHIO PLS. Though she is already married. Im waiting for her to arrive now yeah. Scribbling everything down here. LOLS. She is from RGS then Hwa Chong JC. How smart can both of my teachers get. So for example if Im a tution teacher next time, how am I suppose to answer my students? HAHA. Ms Tham is from PLMGSS then *SOME LAN TERTIARY SCHOOL* Throw my face only lar, and this explains why I SO do not intend to work when Im studying. Wanna go over to my Kampong to study when Im 19. USA HERE I COMEEE` So next time when Carian is working right... Ok I shall do a little script lar.
Reporter of CNN: HELLO Ms Tham. Firstly, I really must thank you for taking some time from your busy schledule to attend this little conversational interview with us at CNN.
ME:No problem, its my pleasure
CNN: May I know why do you want to take up Medicines when you are applying over to SPIKEDHAIR University?
ME: Regarding this, its a long story. But I had a passion to study about human health as young as I was in Primary6
CNN: So may I assume that your monthly wage is as high as US10000?
Me: Ahahas. Yes, you can assume that way.
End of conversation.
Sadly, after my Chem I was given another 103qns from Chio Mrs Sim and some open endeds for Physics, all due next week. How am I suppose to study for my HMT? DIE. Everything is just so perfect. Gonna go to Angeline's house in an hour's time to do some Chem thingmajigs. At night I have another tution from 8-10. I really do NOT have anymore time le. JIAYOUS CARIAN.
Outing with HJ.BF that day. She bought a Ripcurl bag, a matching wallet, did manicure... I could only get myself one shade and dunno what. She is so damn rich lar and I have to scrimp. LOLS. What to do if you have tution classes day and night, even if my parents aint bankrupt, I would also feel the ache for them. Spending so much for me this month. Nth to say, the only way I could baoda them is to get good grades and dont spend anyhowly. But I still have my Mummy giving me money whenever I need, its not as if I have to beg at the streets. So actually its not so bad lar. Momo still wanna go for some SPA thing, waste money lar mummy.
Ok well, Im so gonna be a good girl, but I will be a little uncomfortable not spending money like turning on the tap, haiz. Everything has to change. Everything
Even you and me.
Written by; ♥cariann
Monday, June 06, 2005
To My Bestie (=]
HEY YOU.
Ahahas. You know who you are. Though I know you wont be reading this entry this week. But then I just wanna type it out now.
Im so sorry for everything. REALLY. I dont wish to throw my temper at you always, but sometimes I just cannot control myself. Well, just blame that you are too lovable lar. Lols. Sometimes I keep asking myself, what is true friendship. I am really keen to know whats it. You know I cherish you so much, but then I dont seemed to be getting the same thing back. Its like so one-sided! And I dont wish this to happen. Certainly not.
Perhaps Im too senstive, perhaps I expect too much from you. Perhaps we aint made for each other, I dont know. Somehow it seemed to be this way. I beg to differ, but it seemed to be a reality now dearr. What must I do. Really what must I do? To be honest, I have ever thought of giving this friendship up. I am too tired to keep up with everything. WOW. Its been 7 months. How time flies? Those rubbish are over, and now its just purely friendship. Serious. And perhaps its only purely friendship that make me not so devoted in trying hard to communicate? I guess so. But then you should also play a part in it yeahs?
For now, we can only pray to God and ask for the answer. Perhaps one day, both of us could be led to the answer. Till then. ALWAYS TAKE CARE. LOVE YOU!
Written by; ♥cariann
Saturday, June 04, 2005
GREETINGS CHUMMERS.
LOLS. My first tution with Richard. BOYY was it hilarious. 1 and a half just slipped past so quickly. Just as I was glad that the session was over, he piled in 30 qns of maths, and even smsed my mummy to ask me to do minimum 20. I was like grabbing her phone and started smsing him. I was like. HAHA TEACHER, I finished 13 qns already, dont worry I have selfmoltivation X)
There is so much homework for this month, and I am really glad that there is still alot of time left. I couldnt go out that often now, because I cannot? HAHA. And also, I have to help save money for my momo and daddio. I hate to do this, but this time I have to. I just heard that the fees add up to a cool $1200. $1200, I can do many things with it! Be a participant of the Great Singapore Sale, buy a new school bag or fufill the entire wishlist stated in my blog. Because of my lousy results, the whole family have to suffer with me, or rather, Carian has to suffer! She is a spendthrift you know. HEEHEE.
And I thought I was suppose to save up for my holiday spendage. GEE. I am super broke now. I must learn how to save money. What about my NYDC treat with Darl? My outing with Partner? My OUTINGS with HJ Bestie/Mei?, Sec4 farewell present?... DIE LE.
Can I NOT do LIT. So leychey larr, still must do seven chapters worth of character study, when I dont even know whats the book about. Guess I have to reread, and that will be super time consuming. NEVER MIND. I ask Althea to help me do. Since her forte is LITERATURE! Althea Seow! If you are reading this, you can start doing chapter1 for me. Fret not, its NOT a joke. I mean it. Dont worry, your specs aint spoilt, cos u are really reading the com screen. LOLS X) I plann to finish all my homework within 2 weeks, and then I will start my Olevels revision for Chinese Olevels this year ahh. Dont play play mann. I dun wanna drop HMT after this year. Because if I didnt get at least an a2, the school might consider to pull me out and I will have to study Express chinese for my Sec4 year. So this year, I DIEDIE also must get A1 because my momo had already prepared to send me for intensive HMT tution with Shuping laoshi. COOL -__-''' So far, I have met all my tution teachers except my Chem and Physics de. Please send me a beauty! HAHAHA. I am super moltivated by prettys. HURHUR. Currently I have two self annointed pretties. HURHUR. Glenda and Huijuan! LOLS. BEAUTIES BEAUTIES BEAUTIES BEAUTIES !!!!!! See lar! Study too much now abit dingdong liao. KILL ME MANN. Come on dont be shy.
Im seriously madd.
I think I confirm cannot participate in the Choir's Overseas Trip lar. My results are so lousy, and I have to do well! Choir is my life! 3A2 is my life too! Guess I will just have to juggle my time well. YUPPYUPPS.
Making my IC on the 7th. Please remind me to smile on the phototaking day. YAH. I must take a very pretty picture. Bwhahas.
Written by; ♥cariann