Wednesday, July 27, 2005
HURHUR.
Everything was over so quickly, and I so happen to miss blogging today. HEH. Anyway, back to the topic larrr. Sec4 farewell! AHH. So sad. Somehow, I think that this year's items are the best lar. ESP the Sec 1s, can really see their efforts and all. Sec2s leh... HMM. Was very welldone with a touch of creativity. HAHA. I think the Sec3s failure lar. Sang one song with a powerpoint presentation. HEH (=
I think the New Committee members are really cool lar. And hopefully we all will all be able to work hard and bring choir to a higher height. HEH.
The biggest headache now is. Jeanne and I were both working hard to think of ways to fork out $120000 for our overseas next year. Its really a big sum lar, but we have to do it. Going overseas is the Choir's dream. I wanna go, but I dont think I will be able to. *Peeks at my report book* Touches chin.
Whahas. Suddenly felt like blogging abt my new gd friend.
I think she is really very nice lar. I dunno but I really think that she is nice leh. *Who doesnt think that their friends are nice?* But this time round, I felt that I really had made a right choice. Somehow. Both of us appreciate each other, except for the unneccessary suannings sometimes lar. SHEESH. I remembered praying for a good and true friend to god a few weeks ago. Could my prayers be heard? I hope.
Dear MR JESUS. Thank you so much.
Silly. Im waiting for her to msg me. Despo lar.
Anyway, I really hope that I wont fail more then 3 subs this term. As in, I have to do well, otherwise something will really happen. *YOU know right? So pray for me. WHEY. you promise to go cut hair with me ok. So you better meet me after HMT on Friday, otherwise you will get it from me. Pour acid on your face, and I see how you tell me that you got the assests to WHAT LOR. Anyway, my friend as in THAT friend, Thanks for being with me always. I LOVE YOU MANN (=
Anyway, I also thanked God for giving me such a cool partner/chicken and Laogong. HEH. Its like, she is cool smart pretty and all lar. Really thanked God for making everything so smooth and sound for me, except my CCA. I think something is wrong leh. Thank you Darl, Thank you EXpartner for the encouragements. Thank you BESTIE for that sms last night. Though I only saw it this morning, but I know at least you DO think about me. HAHA. Maybe one day I should intro you to my new friend soon. HAHAHA *Sniggers*
God, please allow my paths to be smooth and carefree. I pray that I can do my best in EVERYTHING, and that nothing could stop me from prospering and advancing further to glorifying your name. In Jesus' name I pray. AMEN.
Written by; ♥cariann
Monday, July 18, 2005
Super packed last week.
HAD to juggle with 2-3 gigantic big tests and 2 Olevels Paper3. Listening Comprehension and Oral. ROCKS. Everything rawked alright.
I didnt expect the LC to be broadcasted over 92.4FM on Friday. Should have asked my mum to tape it down, then when I get home I can try redoing it or send it to my HMT tution teacher house and ask her to do it, so I can at least gudge how much I got, like that then dont have to wait until next year, which is like so LONG (X
Oral was ok lar, I really think that my day's qns was SO much easiler, but Erge and Ailing said their day was easiler. DOTS.
It turned out that my Oral Examinar is actually my MOMO's friend. COOOL (= Shall ask my MOMO to bribe her HEHS
Tuition teacherS damn CHEAPO. Give me so much homework. Like how AM I SUPPOSE TO FINISH WITHIN ONE WEEK LARRR! And somemore MDM Shuping was like
Siyun, I expect you to give me more work to do. You go and finish 2 compos and 1 chapter from the TYS. *SLAMMS DOWN BOOK* See you next week.
Sounded really like those sitcom teachers hor?
Really wanna invest in a new hp, it looked rather salted vegetable now lar. And its like a 7610. HAIZ. WASTE $$. Now I really understand why am I degraded to the poverty realm. BADD.
Really gonna study hard this term and forever. I have promised my parents in exchange for sth, and I must get it done, and somemore, this SOMETHING isnt a thing, its trust.
I want their trust badly.
Its not that I dont have it, I just want more of it thats all.
BESTIE! Catch up soon ok. I really missed you so much. LOVES`
Written by; ♥cariann
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Stressed.Richard just left. Could see that he is rather upset with me. Couldnt concentrate when he was teaching. Not couldnt lar, but the stuffs he taught were CHAO difficult. Sec4 Paper/RGS. You do for me lar. One hour later, I will be setting off for Mdm Shuping's house, for HMT. Last reinforcements before the day comes.
Chinese O Levels Oral on Wednesday
Please dont curse that I will flunk it. I dont want to take Chinese when Im in JC. Thanks(=
Managed to begg him into not giving me Amaths homework for the week cos' of my busy schedule. But I BET he will call my mum and tell her what have I done today. Expected.
PW presentation yesterday. It was great, ESP the Q and A part. Fabulous job people. I was cocking the whole thing through. But I still think it was good aye.
Homed with Gretchy and slept. 830, Physics tution. Moaned to Mrs Sim about my encounter with Chemistry Quiz. Depressed. Ended at 1030pm, and looked for something to eat next. IM FAT (=
Done amaths tution hw by 2 plus. Slept again.
I really need those beauty sleep aye. Eyebags forming, beginning to look hagged. Sad thing.
Didnt really get to play and relax until now. Manage to finish 1 chpt of Chinese Ten Years series for Mdm Shuping at 430pm. WHEEE` Try having my life~
Mum hired another maid, and she arrived today. This makes a family of six. Carys, Carian, Daddio, Momo, Erna and donno whats her name. No time anyway. Ahahas(=
Prayers were answered for both weeks consecutively. WOWW. Loves him.
Till then. Wish me luck//
Written by; ♥cariann
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
My week was filled with tears, tears, nothing but tears.
What is my life so SO unexpected? Why is someone so worthless given so much attention? I tried so hard, and yet nothing was alright for me. Somebody got the reward, someone attained something further from me.
She is not a good person I tell you. And luckily, one person witness this fact too. Im not asking you to agree with me totally, but hey, perhaps one day, you guys might realised Im right please. Through this incident, Im also able to see how hypocritic people are, how fake and silly they are. Ohh yes. They might succeed in making me feel down. BUT HELLO? I have god to back me up. He, my rock and my shelter, will pick me up from all my difficulties and downs. I believe in him always.
Speaking about my faith in god, I really had to thank my Romeo for doing that. Day and night both of us will be praying over the phone, meet up sometimes to pray at the playground and all. The scene was warm and touching. In the past, I admit that God does not even play a part in my life, but hey Im proud to announce that Jesus Christ does now. And all these happen in just a week. Just a short week. And all credits does go to Romeo.
I was telling Althea Bestie the other night, I really hope she is the one that let me discover God. DUH. She did lar, but letting me discover his love is another story you know. And this discovery is not coincidental, its so preplanned. I cant explain this discovery, when time comes, it does. So dont ask me how. I dont know how to explain please.
Whenever Romeo pray for me, I will tear. Often, touched by her sincerely and her faith in the Lord(= Im lucky Mrs Sim is also a Chirstain. I remember crying so badly on Wednesday! I was so lonely and down. I cried non-stop, I didnt realise that crying doesnt solve the situation, so she prayed for me. Everything was so warm and cosy. Really.
How I wish God can help those that are really problematic, allow them to realise and comprehend that hurting others isnt a way to live life. ESP those hypocrtites, I feel like stabbing them hard with my dagger hidden behind my back. OOPS. Isnt this also known as backstabbing? :P Glad you know it is.
As for my case, its up to the * lar. I just hope that * will be led by a group of responsible leaders. It must prosper you know. I wont allow it to downfall. I WONT allow it to happen.
Written by; ♥cariann