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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

So excited for later on at 1130. HEEHEES.

Its finally * months, waited for it till I became nuts.
Counted down with him from 1145 till 12. So exciting, you wont know how I excited I was please(:
Choir Christmas Carolling on Friday, not very prepared yet. Still have to spend time memorising scores from Christmas Tree and Christmas Hop, the rest of the songs are quite ok, aye.. I also have to memorise Ruldoph! OH, Bestie Caro is the Santa Claus. BWHAHAS. Hope she makes a gd Santa, I wanna be Ruldoph leh, sounds so fun. Well`
Not sure which churc to attend for service this Dec. Due to parental objections, I have been to goodie Althea's church. And thats the first, aside from the usual venue for Choir practises at Trinity laa and PLMC's performance for Founder's Day((=
After today, which I dont wanna it to past so quickly, Im going out with Goodie to pei her buy Xmas presents for her friends, wonder if got my share anot. HEE` Then I shunbian go buy for Daa. HEE. I have gotten anything for him, but I certainly have something in mind, but not sure if he likes it. HEH.
Left Christopher that day, I forgotten the date. Was a saddening scene. Gave him my hp number and ask him to contact me if he misses me. He called yesterday!! And told me there is spongebox sqaure pants on Nickalodeon. HE IS SO CUTE!
Hope to visit him one fine day and catch things up with him. He is just a young petite primary2 boy that needs attention, since his is always at home alone with his maid. Mama busy working outside and paktorring with her boyfren.. Yahlorr.
And oh, I really hope my hair can grow abit more faster, so that I can tie it when school reopens. YAY! Now it has reached the second collar of school uniform, heys, my first time having such length for like 3 years? HEH. Due to the excessive layers I have created when I was engrossed with my spikes and punk'd hairdo, thats it for me, I will take 5 years for everything to be in uniform length. HEYS, I think I will rebond it when it touches the back. HAHA. So excited for my hairr. Can anyone teach me how to have long faster growing hair puhlease!
Talked to Bestie Caro abt it, she wants have long KUKU long straight hair in the past. HEH. I saw her picture, she looked so FUNNY. Nolarr, rather cute also. She say there is no point tying and washing it everyday, my hair will just shed. *SALUTES* Realy meh? I ask myself. HECK HER, and carry on with my disatrous activity with my hair. HEEHEE// Shall ask her to pass down all her rubbies and clips when I manage to grow my hair, my maid was like saying I wont tahan for more then 3 months, I shall show her whose the boss. BWHAHAS *Lightnng strikes, and a streak of gold is seen like a golden snake across the maroon horizon. Rain starts to fall and everything came to an end. From afar, you could only see stalls of unhabitatments and remnants of human activities. All is calm, all is dark.. The drizzle continues* WAH, me and my descriptive essay again. HA.
Im so not ready for school, haven even finish my homework, haven packbag. God bless me mann. HAIZ.
Shall enjoy with whatever I have left. Time seemed to be so sparse whenever Im having a gd time. WHYS?
Written by; cariann
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

WAS SO ANGRY!!! Almost blew fire out of my mouth. RAHHH. This particular someone just wanna jump into conclusions? FINE, Carian Tham shall be nice and explain to someone what is happening, dont say I aint nice to you please. And after this, I hope to cease all nonsense from spewing out of your big mouth.
Somebody saw me holding a sunflower and gave it to Carolyn or sth? LIKE WTH! I can still remember clearly whatever that happened that day! My poor dad got admitted into the hospital because of dengue, and his good old daughter here went to purchase a beautiful Sunflower for him, to brighten up his day in symbolism. He was warded for 10 plus days, everyday in pain, using the drip to survive, depending on the bottle of saline to live on, hoping that his antibodies can fight off the whatever dingdong virus out of him. And you dingdongs can say I bought it for Carolyn. LIKE WTH? She wasnt there with me at all. She was like happily at home dunno doing what. I HATE PEOPLE MAKING BLOODY ASSUMPTIONS. I quote Alynn, "There is nothing wrong with giving flowers what" EXACTLY, so what if I give or dont give her flowers? Does it matter to you people? NO?!! And please, I dont give people flowers, I only receive em` SO PLEASE, take your ass outta my life. Im serious furious about such matters now. PLease dont agitate me.
Ohh, shall say other stuffs now(:
Ate so much food today, getting fat le! ESP that bandito, taste very nice!!! But I dislike the mayo part, tastes abit milky, FAINTS. Im so looking for racers now, I think its so nice! Just bought this Nike racer, BLACK! I LOVE IT. And that skirt with brown hawaii flowers!!!*DROOLS* Shall head towards Fareast soon and get my punk bag, its so NICE. Mum say I can buy it with my own money, SURESURE. Shall ask daa to go with me((: HE rocks!!! Now IM just hoping my hair can grow faster and my studies can improve so that my parents can stop nagging at me. Where are my gd results?-In the past.
I must work HARDHARD! YAY*
Written by; cariann
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

When to work in the morning then off to Grands. Couldnt really concentrate when working cos was missing daa so much((= Daa, you better be honoured! Luckily get to see him when I knock off. So xinfu(: Shant elaborate any further(X
Xiaoshu came back from Hongkong recently, LKFCP!!! ITS HONGKONG!!! He went to buy some souviniers there, those stuffs are seriously not my taste mann. EEEE. Shicong and I were more fascinated by the Vodka. Italiano Ipeach. YUMMMS. Got rather depressed towards the end, and drank some. At first, the sensation gushed past my gullet and down to my stomach, could feel this hot air travelling past my organs, the feeling is horrible, yet wonderful to treat remorses. Was having a little problem at night, went to the garden with Shicong and had a little more then usual. He said he wanna be drunk, and I was like willing too. Nothing could cure me then. Having mixedfeelings then.
Haizhaizhaiz
Somebody always never pick up my call, also dunno what that person is trying to do. Hopefully you read this and stop trying to do nonsense larr. Change your simcard for all I care, get the phone right, Thanks(:
Feeling rather bad now, a hangover perhaps? I want you right now. WHERE ARE YOU? Ignoring my calls again cause you are angry? Silly.
Written by; cariann
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Friday, December 09, 2005

Woke up at 11 today. YAWNS. Ate at home before I head off to Isetan with Mum, sis and Erna(= Ohoh, YAH! I called Daa cause I miss him so much(X He was about to head off to one of his concubine's house lar I think, when I called him. WHAHAS(=
Reached Isetan and headed to Estee Lauder's counter, got a makeup lesson to attend today(: Arranged by my mother for a session with Mandy. She is so pretty. LOLS. After sitting down there for 30 minutes, I seriously didnt absorb anything. I have low braincell rate. I cant absorb anything recently quickly. Told you my brain saturated le lorr. Dont believe. Anyway, Im seriously not in the mood for anything at all. Shopped and bought some clothes. I was seriously addicted to that BabyG Watch, it has two shades of blue, looks like a serious hit off mann. I WANNA BUY IT!!! Hope Mummsies gives me a surprise on that. I want it. But it costed $178. HAIZ):
Felt so evil to Goodie yesterday, she asked me out for Xmas present shopping, but Im not sure if I can go lehs. Have been going out consecutively for many stuffs. Not sure if I can still go out. SORRY GOODIE! Anw, Mummsies was overjoyed over her purchase of this khaki skirt. Looks rather ok. My mummsies is fat(X She put the skirt against my waist, it still has about 5 cm off me. OR am I skinny? LOL.
EEEE, my face is infested with tonnes of AHEMS. I hate it, Mandy told me to get rid of them by using some facial scrub and mask. Mummsies bought both items from Estee, and still wanna buy that brows powder. I think she is seriously kuku le. HMMS, come to think of it, why is she so nice to me today? *PONDERS* I remembered those days when I used to cut my hair so short, with spikes somemore, then mummsies was like begging to ask me to be more girly, and that she will buy stuffs I want when I become more feminine? Maybe these are the reasons for it? HEYS, being girly is so cool mann. Should have been like this eariler. Wasted my youth please, for like 3 years? MANNNS* BEATS FOREHEAD.
My hair is growing so slowly!!! I used so many products and TADAA, hairlength still the same. Partner if you are reading this! GROWHAIR JIAYOU! HEEHEES. I seriously adore clique, partner so much!!!!!! I miss them so much mann! Not forgetting YOU((= Ok lorr, 12 le, need to call someone le... LOVE YOU PEOPLE((=
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Today was such a fruitful day for Xiaoming, Peiyee, Christopher and me. We all went out together, for some borrowing of books. LOL. Im a BACK-TO-WORK tutor k..
Extremely fierce, that's why business going rather slow nowadays, I have been having a reputation of spanking children's butt, whacking their asses as well as shouting at them till tears roll down their cheeks. IM SCARY. RAHHH. Never hire me. You never know what will I do, start eating their food during lunch breaks? Steal their orange juices and threatened to whack them if they complain to their mummy. Im just cool laa, thank you((: Speaking about major retro-ness. YOYOYO *Point index finger and thumb downwards repeatedly*
Anw, Carian Tham rather successful in keeping my hair, just 2 more centis and I will be quite happy le, all systems clear, go school with a ponytail! Ahh, how adorable the tail is. LOL. Partner JAYNEJAYNE will also be accompanying me for this hair keeping excercise. Though we have to both go thru the ugly process, which is like duh, FREAKING UGLY, but Im sure we will not regret right Jayne? I still remembered the both of us making a pact to grow hair together, I only start to establish this promise for November. Seriously, I wont be surprised her hair will be way long then mine. OOLALA. Shall go for hair extension laa. *ERMS, whats my hair's artist name again?*
Felt rather happy nowadays, Daa and me seemed to hit off very well, hope to witness somemore of God's love aye((: Im confident he will. I quote him "speechless-----all is said with our minds via telepathy..no need to mention in words anymore=)" CUTE AYE! Love Daa the most! YAY!
Darl is back from Cambodia, just had a little misunderstanding with her, hope everything clears up soon! Darl, Im always here by your side k... Carian still likes you alot alot de! You relax! DARLS FOREVER! You must learn how to accept things, cause our lives are everchanging, we have to learn how to adapt. But nevertheless, I guess its just the holidays la, Im sure when school reopens, we will still be as close as ever. Im confident about it! ((=
I pray that, Lord, You will continue to love us, shower us with your mercies. Take good care of us, as we are both rather tired, we commit our lives to you, Jesus. Amen.
Written by; cariann
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