Yeah. I have been trying so hard to please you guys. Can you just understand the pain and agony I have been going through whenever there is choir practice? No! You guys don't even understand the slightest thing. You Don't Understand. PLease dont claim that you know. Thanks.
Went Sentosa for the Choir Performance. We had a combine performance with the Choir from Bukit Batok or whatever crap. Yeahs. Their alto rawk manz. Hello? They consisted of guys? So naturally their voice had the low thing in them. Yeahs. No big deal in second thoughts. Haha. I am so mean. Their overall performance was above average I could say. Yes. Next, was by the PL ONE VOICE Choir. Yeahs. The blazing stagelights are like shinning glazingly over us. Stupid Lights. Can't even open my eyes? Cant even see the conductor, Klara? Great! It was meant for sacrasticism to the Sentosa people. Please change the lighting system. It is abit the Bright. Yeah. Get what I meant? Clara, our Jambres, sang well today. Except the part where she goes really soft. The Sound System again. Full of crappy errors lor. *Wahpiangs*.
Yeah. Had a blast in the bus with the juniors. Nerizza and Celine are so funny people cann. Yeah. Celine was full of crap while Nerizza was like full of facts? Yeah. We somewhat debated whether chinese is important to the students. She suggested that chinese should be taken off exams. While I was the Pro(wants chinese). I was like chinese rawks...blah blah. Then she's like chinese this chinese that. Haha. Yeah. As the people around me hates chinese. Yeah. The "Debate" ended with me having a foot in my mouth. That Rawks?*Whatever* I lurve chinese and yes, I lurve it. Dont change my opinion. Haha.
Yes. Have a lill misunderstanding with Stefanie and Joanna in choir. Haiz. Please understand me please. I dont mean it. Yes, you guys will remain as my budds no matter what happens. Take my word for it. Yes. I meanit!
Yes. Had a great time today. Lurvecrapping with my budds and juniors. Haha. Choir Rawks! Yeah.Roxified. Hahas.
Ok, so the day rawked. Thanks for making my day Budds!



Yeah. I'm as usual, depressed. Not really sure of myself, my behaviour, my attitude, my attire my everything! Things had been going downhill for me. Tremendously. Way faster than I had originally expected. <strong>Great!Ha. Alright, was actually quite happy today because of four reasons.
Firstly, I was able to meet my budds again!
Secondly, I love my maths and geography marks!
Thirdly, I received several letters today! (You guys knew what I meant right?)
Forthly, Its Friday. Have maths tution tonight. *squeals in delight*.
*Whatever* Why am I so excited over such BHB matters. I dont understand too.
*She was sick today. Saw her walking past my class carrying her, well, as usual orange packbag. I think she looks very cool and studious with it. Now, what am i crapping about? Ironical. Well?*Shrugs shoulders*. Back to the topic. She was very sick, her face was pale. Very Pale can. Haiz. Hope that she goes to the doctors soon. Yeah. I am willing to pay for all her medical fees as well as help her in her homework. I dont mind you know. Hahas. This mean that I can be her tutor,then we can have chance to know each other? Yeahs. Hahas. So excited. But, will this even be possible? Haiz. Another one of my empty dreams again... I am forever so imaginative. Imagining things that would never be possible, things that will never be done unless the sky drops. Wow! Interesting! *Snorts. Yeah, just hoped that she get well soon! I am so angelic and thoughtful. Haha. *Flap my wings*
Was having Higher Chinese at 2.20p.m. We were discussing about the text when suddenly there came loud pitchy voices from the chapel. Interesting? Budds were all like: Are you sure this is the PL choir? Sounds like shaji yiyang.(Chickens being slaughtered) I am so maluated please. Dont even dare to admit that I'm from Choir. But everyone knows. So yeah. Interesting to describe this embarassing situation. *Wahpiangs* Damn maluated please. Haha. Chinese teacher even commented on the choir. Used sacrastic phrases even lor. Double maluation please.
We had a test conducted by Ms Ang on our singing. As I had not attended choir for two weeks, I was totally blank about everthing can? Yeah. It was not on purpose. I was sick the week before, and had CIP duties last week. So yeah. I have reasons one ok? Dont accuse me cann. So the singing part. Yes. It was so damn scary can. Ms Ang sang along with Stefanie and I. I pulled up my courage by telling her that I didnt turned up for two weeks. She immediately asked me not to participate in the Sentosa Trip Performance tomorrow. Hello? I was damn Pissed can? Then after a few seconds, she decided to recuit me back to the team. As she felt that I have a loud voice, and she needs a loud voice to volume up the entire choir. Yeah. Thats's Great! At least I am of some use to the choir. Glad. Yeah. Hope that the performance would be Phenomenal to the public and could engrave an impact in their lives. Yeah. Crap. But I hope. Yes. Actually to tell you guys the fact, she has an airy voice. It is nice, rounded and daphragmic. Hahas. But it is too, well, airy. Yes. Airy. No offence. Just making my point of view thats all. Yes. Slap me if I am wrong. Hahas.
After choir, when to Heartland Mall with Stefanie to get her darling Sunhong something. Something to do with basketball stuff. Hahas. Then we went for neoprints. Yeah. We tried many different poses. Yes. There were shots which we wore our spectacles, unbutton and stuff. Hahas. Just trying to look real nice in the picture thats all. No harm done right? Hahas.
Yeah, had a great time today. Was quite worthwhile. Except... I am not sure about my feelings towards her. I just hoped that I could get over these crap soon and concentrate on my studies to do everyone proud including the mighty one. Yes. Please do keep me in your prayers. Thank you.
I Lurve My Budds!





Phenomenal-Me
Great, we are having Cyberweek now. To me, this isn't anything about independent learning, more of a friends-reliable and fattening up week.That's bad. Really Bad. Have been waking up real late for the past two days. Have to had Michelle to call me. Yes, and the problem is, we arent close, and at least she bothers to call me, unlike those who I considered as budds. Hmph. Well what can I say, this world is infested with backstabbers and heartbrokers, willing to give you a hard stab on your back without you knowing. It's cruel, I know. Great, I might not be in the Sentosa performance. Wow. If I am not in this performance, I will be so sad. Because, I really want to participate in our the choir performances, and hopefully, I can be part of it. But ladyluck doesnt seemed to be by my side. Thats what I call "Pure Rejection". I felt so unclose to everybody except my bestfriend in NanChaiu. But whats the point, we arent in the same school, we arent in the same stream, we dont meet each other everyday. We arent like ordinary bestfriends going out to shop, catching a movie or do whatever bestfriends should do together. But fortunately, I am going for a sleepover over at her house this holidays. I think its going to be fun. Yes-I hope. Huijuan: I really miss you so much. I dont wish to lose you physically and spiritually. You are already part of me. I think love is the only word to describe my affection for you. Friendship Love. Yesterday, you said that I am your bestfriend, of course I am happy, but I could feel the gap in between. Get it?I think I really rely on friends too much. Way too much. When I don't get the attentions from them, I will be so depressed and suicidal. I really love my budds around me, those who helped me when I am down, cheer for me when I am up? Talk to me when I am feeling lonely. Ever since Chrystal left, I dont belong to any clique, I think. I am just blindly following both of them. I do not wish to be woken from this dream and face the reality. I simply do not want to. Yes, I admit I am sensitive. But hey. Who caused me to be sensitive, not my character buildup you know? But it is my surrounding environment. You all are the ones that caused my agony and depression. Do you get it? Yeah. I want to take this chance to thank several people. [Guifeng] Thanks for listening to my lemongrass story and cheer me up with untrue facts about *******. [Mings]Though we arent really that that close, but thanks for baking me a cookie. It rawks. And for telling me how much *she cares for me. Thanks. [Waiyin]Though she is always as depressed as me and rather suicidal(haha) she always make my day by sending meaning and cute sms-es. Thanks. [Vivien]My Partner!!! Thanks for listening to my ******story. Hahas. Wonder if it pissed you off? [Mengmeng]She will be the one spotting me and gloomy face during assembly, and will be there to pat my head.haha. Thanks Budds. I lurve You Guys