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Sunday, May 22, 2005
Today.
Woke up with a cheery smile. Its a new day for me. And GEE I still manage to survive! I am counting my days down in case you guys didnt notice. Dragged myself out of bed and walked to the hall to meet Carys. Just then a thought struck me and I walked back into my room. I weighed myself. AHHHHH. I put on weight.
Seriously depressed.
Cant blame anyone for that, cos, I ate so much with Kendra, Shermaine and Cheryl yesterday during tution. DINGDINGS MANN. After that, we went for cup noodles. AHH. How obese can I get?
Camp is coming. WHEEE` To be honest, Im not excited with the camp itself, as in the activities, but the people Im so gonna going to be with. They are my tent maids...OOPSS. I mean MATES. but I think they are so gonna be my maids, like help to fold my blankie or sth, cos Im always lazy. HEE. They are Gretchy Baby(Gretchen)-->In case you guys cant figure who Gretchy Baby is, and is like too blind to see the word GRETCH. Lols. Why am I promoting her name here? Then I will also have Hazel, Vanessa aka CHICKEN and Rongjing in my tent! HEE. Then Guifeng Darl, Jayne Partner and Yeeling Budd will also be in the same group as me for BOTH activities. I AM SO BLESSED! Last but not least, Bestie and Twinnie are also in the same group! WHOOSH. Bestie and I can start cheering and everything, just like in Mega Camp2004. Just that lover Nellyn isnt here this time round. But she is loved lar. We will miss her. Right Bestie?
Gretchen seemed to be super angry with me. HAIZ Sorry lar! Dun be ok. I will really cry if you dont talk to me lehs.
Took neos with tution budds yesterday, Shermaine is gonna pungseh us after next week, but then next week I have camp, so I wont be seeing her forever, unless we meet up. SADD. After so much laughter and jokes, one of us have to leave. HAIZ. Ohh man. I think Kendra is super
cute. HURHUR. Adorable. HEHS.
Received so much homework for this holiday. And its like only 1 month. Ahhs. I love school, but I think I deserve a little rest, because many things had been occuring in my life ever since school starts. HAIZ. The failure of my tests and all. I studied. I swore I did. But then it didnt appear as if I did ahh? I know many teachers are rather disappointed with me, and my peers are shocked to learn that my results are atrocious. But no offence, I compared my results with another A class people, and I realised that, HEY. I am NOT alone. So whats my point of saying this. Perhaps...A2 isnt somewhere I should belong, I might consider dropping to the SUB class. But then the nearest class I will drop to is B1, and then I can join WANYI! YEAHS!!! I realised that I love Lit, I really do. The Grass Is Singing Rocks! But the book is rather boring. AHHS. Im a contradiction to myself.
I mean which dingdong class will want to accept this dingdong student here. Im not slacky ok. Im attentive in class ok, but my results. HAIZ. Maybe I am suffering from some brain cancer or sth. I dunno. I really dunn. But I trust in him. Perhaps, this was done to turn me into a stronger person, maybe God has greater planns for me in future, and NOW, he is nurturing me? Well? I am confident to say this cos, I am not a slacker. Really I am NOT. Can someone just believe me? ESP my mother. HAIZ.
I love Choir so much, and its like kinda scary that Sec3s are gonna lead le. Carian RETREATS. HAHAS. We haven done anything for Sec4 farewell yet, and its like, TIME IS RUNNING OUT? I hope some kind souls from Choir Sec3 can tell me what are we suppose to do. We have to be organised and not wait for the last minute, because in the end, everything will be in a mess, and Im sure many will be unhappy. We dont have to cater to others to make them happy. Really we dont have to. But at least do your best in sth, and even if others are angry, at least you know you have done your best=) This is my philosophy, ignore if you are unhappy.
Em' having running nose now. I really maluated myself yesterday mann. I laughed and my mucus spew. HAHA. Damn malu please. Tuition budds were like making fun of me. ESP Shermaine, she said I couldnt control my nose and then this Kendra kept eating and drinking, and she said Kendra couldnt control her mouth. HURHUR. DAMN FUNNY. LOVE EM'
Took Primary6es during the Walk-A-Jog. Mooleh and I was like so enthu ahh? Went in front of the bud to socialise with them. Then we started talking about music and all.. Seemed that many of them dont really like Christain Songs ahh? Young young then what Eminem, Maroon5... MANN. This generation of people ahh. *SHAKES HEAD* I think Im too old for them lor. Took pics with her and some chummers. AHHH. ZAI.
OK, Carian is super hungry now. Gonna go for a eating spree. Till then people. LOVES=)
Written by; ♥cariann
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i am bored.
blogging doesnt seemed to be interesting anymore at least to me
how foolish i was to even start this. mann
somehow privacy doesnt seem to appear on the dictionary of homosapiens.
why must there be gossips and backstabbings?
cant the world be filled with warmbloodedness rather then cold. let there be light OLord. let there be.
The world seemed to lie in darkness for me, and success is the thing i rarely encounter. and only you OLord is my saviour from difficulties.
i will seek shelter from you, for you are my loving God. and i, am your humble sevant.
i was made to praise you. i was made to glorify your name.
Written by; ♥cariann
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I just dont understand. I really dont. What you said today really hurted me. But I dare not mouthed it out, for fear that our friendship will be lost just that...
Why do you believe her just like that? You cannot just listen to one side of the story! Even a debate. YES, a debate. The victory of either the Pros or Cons have to be judged after a series of TRASH IT OUT sessions. I didnt get the chance to say anything, and you say that you actually kinda believe her. Ok. Go look for her then. I have nth to say. I am speechless. Dumbfounded you can say.
I am super tired after so many crapp that has taken place in my life. All I want now is to take a rest, but actually what I really want is to fall into a deep sleep, a snoozer that will never end.
Nothing good has fell on me. Nothing. Except the SYF results of cos, and the fact that my sister is getting cuter increasing after the days. Must have inherited the genes from me lar! Joking joking. My egos are high, whenever my sister is concerned. Pardon me people. Pardon me.
I want challenges, I want excitements, I want somemore that is happening to me. But I guess I will never attain that since I am labelled as NOT A VERY GOOD GIRL.
I am so restless now. All I want is to study. I wanna studying and be a good girl. THATS ALL I WANNA. I guess I am going to close this blog down soon. Its so boring lar. I am rattling rubbish here. GEE.
HURHUR. I saw Guifeng's goodfriend at heartland on Friday with Esther, Hazel and Rongjing, it turned out that she is actually my bestie in Kindergarden, but I guess she has totally forgotten about me, since its like ten years ahh. Fiona Teo Yayuan. Whahas. Cute chapp.
I wanna have more Choir time lehs. I think its like so little in my life or sth. How I wish it will start at 230 and end at 430, like that everyone can go home eariler and have a more enjoyable session. CHOIR ROCKS. Ok I am tired. Having dizzyspells. Oh yes. I went out with Althea today, to study of cos. GEE. I guess we are really an industrial bunch, when we meant study, we really bury our head below piles of homework. Thats what I like. A hardworking buddy. HEE. Yes. Althea: Thanks for spending the day with me. You are such a great bestie mann. LOVES. And thanks for doing stuffs with me that you dont wanna do. Whahas. WE are lame lehs X)
i am free from all worries. carian is herself again. thank you bestie and darl for giving me all the care and concern.
time is running out we better hurry//
Written by; ♥cariann
Monday, May 02, 2005
AHHS. I am so pissed off right now. I cant seemed to be able to download the software that applicates my handphone to transfer all my files to the PC. I tried downloading it for like 1 month and nothing could be done. I called the Nokia Hotline so many times that I can even memorise it. 68228888 AHHS. Its rather catchy I have to say yeahs? I followed all the instructions the lady gave but PFFFS. Nothing could be done. HOWDY COW? Plucked in and out the cable into my handphone, till I think the outer shell can crack anytime ahh. Every second more when the phone cant be connected, make me more tempted to throw my slippers at the com, pluck out all the wires and tear the plastic coating open, throw my hp down 10 stories and break it into half. PFFFFS. I am so angry!!!
And the worse thing is, my skin is so itchy that I just wanna tear it out all just soak it in acid lar, or just use a sharp knife and slice the itchyness out please. Ahh, my wrist is so painful, the sprain hasnt gone away. HAIZ. Everything is so wrong. I think I put on weight again. I always am, because I am always eating and thats because I have too many things to eat le. HAIZ.
Ohh yes. The Arts Festival ROCKS please. I think Badai was our best song, esp the Hallelujah aka the ending part. Beautiful and strong. ZAI. Lift Thine Eyes was a babe too. Hmms. But Sunset? Ehhs. I think we need to improve in it. But GEE. I think attention should be placed more on Badai and Lift Thine Eyes now that all the coms are over. We should work hard for our royal exam next year, and perhaps on our overseas trip! If the school is willing to sponser us of course. However, I am already very excited for the royal exam! Its like the entire Choir will be taking an exam together, and certificates will be given to every single one of us. And if we were to achieve a high distinction award, isnt it another babe ahh? HOOHOO. Ziqing and I hugged Mr Jusof on Friday!!! Lovables. Both of us were like acting as some despos or sth, but its because we are very happy that he is our instructor and he really rocks! I really enjoy being conducted by him, somehow there is this thingmajig in me whenever he conducts. Overjoyedness? Trust me, he is one man of fine character and not forgetting, a man of talents? HE ROCKS! Ms Tan conducted us for the night performance. Despite being a greenhorn, she did well too. Everybody responded to her well, however the Badai howling part was rather weird, according to Klara. I remember the lower sec laughing at us when we did the howlings, weird meh? Not nice meh? HOOHOO. Trust me, when the laughters arise, I was so worried that the choir might ended up laughing too. But then I was wrong, all of us concentrated and sang out our best and even ended the last song with a boom. Uhhuh. I am so proud of PL Choir! However there are still certain parts we could really work on lar. ESP the hall's exquistics(HOW YOU SPELL IT?)and the number of mikes we were given. I cannot blame the hall's exquistics because it aint our school hall afterall. Its a Kadesh ehh? BUT THEN the mikes leh. Each session should be given at least one mike to capture all the voices, you tell me where got altos one mike, sops one mike de? CANNOT LAR. There are four sessions in the choir please. How can we survive with just two mikes? Its either we have four or we have none. We cant have mikes capturing individual voices. Its just wrong larr. I think. Pardon me for my hastiness, but then I am just stating facts ahh.
In conclusion, if all those minor minor thingmajigs could be amended in time, I am sure the Choir will soon regain back our confidence as well as reputation in no time. Afterall, we are girls of good quailty, and our qualities are derived from our HARD WORK. I hope we will be given better 'treatment' by the school and MRL team ahh.
SNORES. I am so sleepy now. Stayed up to download the software, but everything seemed wrong mann. HOOHOO. I think my stick is so adorable today! He seems different and I want to help, but how? I cant possibly help in a direct way, but then he cannot receive my help if I do it indirectly. AHH. This is so torturing mann. I will just pray. I will.
Written by; ♥cariann