Why must you like even come into my life? Sometimes I feel that not knowing you is a better thing. At least life wont be so miserable for me pls. Maybe I am too chiqing, taking everything so seriously. And becos of my chiqing-ness I have began to like *you. I know it is wrong, but is it my fault that I am so attracted to *you? Your presence is suffocating me. Just go away could you? But without you, I really feel like..urghh. Never mind. You wont understand.

So, managed to get over JL, then Lemongrass then Lemonjuice, now *her. *Piangs* Whats the problem with me? Speaking of serious unstraightness. Damnation. So, was very sad that Clich-ed is gonna be separated? Haiz...Wanyi, Ashh, Mings and Sophil. I will miss them ok? I will. They are like the greatest people and friends I have made so far. Giving me all the care and advices when I needed the most.

Ashh: Telling me facts and non-fiction stories about Lemongrass which is like her netball senior or something. Yeah. She told me many stuff about her. Yuppps. Wheyyy. She really got wear miniskirt mehs? I dun believe ok? Whahas.
Sophil: Hahas. This girl is super pretty pls. She always makes you feel welcome in our clique. A great friend to have!
Mings: Crapp lar she. Forever cursing and swearing with Ashh in dilects. Damn hilarious pls. For a while curse people this, ugly bung oso scold, not successful oso scold, teachers oso scold, even dare to scold their *ahems* dun wanna sae. Too piangs le lar. Hahas. Mings is my gor too! Whoohoo~
Wanyi: Yes, she is, to me, a very princess-like girl. Hahas. Sometimes in front of her, I have to be more siwen, cos compared to her, I am like some crap living in the jungle? Yuppps. Green jelly? Hahas. I lurve Wanyi!

IN conclusion, Clich-ed'o4 made up of Ailing, Ashh, Carian(Thats Me!), Guifeng,Mings, Sokfan, Sophil, Wanyi and Yeeling Rawks pls.

So next year, taking some nonsense Pure Geography. I dun like Geography, neither do I like literature! I am not the studying type lar. I wanna take art or Food and Nutrition lar. No offence.

Damnation! Got maths lessons tomorrow lar? Won le lor. Have to reach school at 12? Needlework room? Then HAd to fly to the chapel for choir later. Stooptih. Brainless. Why cant they just let us go for once. Dun wanna go back to the old campus. Dun wanna cry again. Dun wanna miss her. So yeahs. Dun wanna go back pls?

Take me home

Take me home

To a place, where i belong...

This is so lame pls.
ok. have to go. mum's screaming at me.

Take Care Everyone.

31 October 2004,br>
Happy Birthday Bestfriend!

Huijuan!!! Lurve you Forever and Ever PLs!



Great! We are getting out results like tomorrow? Wow. I am so excited pls. YEaH So excited! *bleahs* Speaking of irony people. EwW. Go away lar tomorrow. Dont ever intrude into my life. I dun wanna get my report book. I dunno wanna get my report book nor my results. Cos, i just knew it. I can predict that dear old me will surely and confirm fall into some lousy stream pls. Byebye pure science stream. Lynnette: I am so sorry if i cant get into the same class as you. Haiz. we never will pls. Lynnette. We must promise each other that we have to work super super hard during tution ok? No more Lemon Stories, no more alien eyes, no more juices and grasses and stews and everything ok? No more alien baddies. No more ok! haiz. Lynnette. I know you are like very obsessed over that matter, me too ok? I practically got stuck in the dungeon, cannot ziba ok. Please, promise me(I promise you too) that we will remain and dedicate our lives to straightness ok? We cannot carry on liking *them. It is wrong ok. OK. Whatever, no point lamenting about it le. Cos, I know feelings are difficult to control. Ok. But u promise me not to steal grass away ok? You can have lemonstew wholeheartedly pls. I promise I wont steal. Whahas. But the way, lemonstew's hairstyle is like super nice pls. Lynnie was so jealous that our hair was somewhat alike. I know you are jealous. Pls dun deny. Whahas. Yeahs. Congrats that you guys are merging. I am sooo "Jealous". I hope that netball merges with choir. Then its like, it will be so cool? But will that ever be possible lors? Nahs. But to dreamland Cae.

Lynnette:I lurve your hair ok? Its like so damn fricking layered pls. I lurve you hair. But it will look superb with little spikes on top, you know spikes? Whahas. Hmm. But you think it is a little too plain, I will allow you to use some lemongrasses as decos. you know those yellow-greenish long sticky stuff for Thai cooking? Yes. It will enhance the smell of your hair and the stew could help in the waxing of your layers. If you need more holding power, the juice can help it. Just use 30cm3 of sodium hydroxide, shake it well, and add in some lemongrass. Mixed it and use a blender to create a fine paste. If i am not wrong, it will look like a greyish-green substance. Apply to your hair frequently and soon, you will have a head of lices. Lols.

Haiyahs. School is going to end, and seriously, i dun feel anything pls. I... dunno. Just find myself so extra. Everything about me is so fake. My smile, my laughter, my everything pls. I lurve my clique, but do they even like accept and such? NO, i think. Sorry if you people think i am not the fun fun type. But pls, i am not. I can only be happy and funloving when I am with my outside friends. That includes my president-Nellyn, vice president-Althea, Bestfriend-Lynnette, Bestfriend-Huijuan and all my choir friends-Melissa, Stefanie(Sun lover), Joanna, Audrey...Please. They are really then the ones I cherished pls.

Damn it. My hair lost all its spikes. No more. Not even a strand pls. Looked so plain. Lols. Put clay oso no use. Hair is like so hair. Haiz. Depressed pls. Mings, good lar. Got guifeng go and cut your hair with you. So jealous. Whahas.

So yuppps. Tomorrow is the day. Please keep me in your prayers.
Lynnette and Althea. We must be in the same class ok?

I lurve *clique alot and alot. Never Pungse me. Hahas






[ came to invade again... must tell you this... ]

i fell down!!! *CRIES* haiz... my friend play with me till i fell... anyway... why you never say hi to me today? *HUMP* my teacher super gay right? you got see? he teach me then i was laughing all the way... he play what game need ghost he ask me be!!! i look like ghost to him is it? KANA BULLY TODAY!!! haiz... never mind... how have you been? cut your hair? anyway... you are still my CUTE mummy... hahax... off now!!!


-nU eR iS oFF-



GOD BLESS ME

Receiving my results tomorrow. Was rather speechless at this point in time, but I still want to give a lill piece of my mind.

Hate today. Didnt do well for the singing thing. The microphone is so damn freakishly wrong. Stoopith! So maluated. I have to sing the intro part of the song. It is ok I guess, when Hweelin and I was practicing at home. Everything was good and I have to admit without exaggeration. It was good. Haiz. But what happen today? I dun sound like myself at all pls. Doublated Maluation pls. Those people out there who are my friends. Please do not talk about this stoopith matter anymore, dun give me funny looks and gossips like:

Hey look. Heres the zaosia girl.

I would be so damn grateful to you pls. Wth. Mengmeng a.k.a stead sang very well I could say, shes very daring too. Sang a solo piece please. Haiz. Some people really have such nice voices, what to do. Ziqing A.K.A angzi or Carians crush sang well too pls. Whahas. Made a mistake, her whole group sang well pls. Whahas. Yuxi and xilun were superb please. Haiz. Chinese yaozi so clear pls. I will never be able to attain that pls. Whahas.

Yups. To those who really spoke to me and console me, Thanks A MILL babeeees.

Weiwei(Daughter+laughing budd), Shelly(shellshell daughter+dears), Mings(Gor+Budd), Rachel Chu(Budd), Clarice Luo(Jena), Kerriann(HMT fren), Melissa(Best Choir Budd), Huiming+Meranda+Cheryl M. Whahas. Thanks for your support and help. You guys are much much better then some people in a particular class of my. Boo. Yucks please. Ok. Sorry of I didnt mention some other people. Oh yeahs. Not forgetting Celine and her budd Lyn Song. Hahas. Thanks hor. Whahas. Haiyahs. Just use this as an experience lors. At least I get to know hweelin better these few days. This is how frenship blossoms? Hahas. Ok. Just found out that she is a nice person cann. Hmm. Lovables. Was like holding her hand when we got up the stage and when singing. Haiyahs. Please? There are some people making funny sounds when we held hands? Please? It is so like NORMAL? Who dun hold their friends hand? Who dun. Sock me if you disagree.

Aiyah. Just got hitten on my head. 27 braincells dead pls. Whahas. Hmm. The sec 1 very funny today. Especially all the xiangshens pls. I miss the gd old daes when shermaine and I did the xiangshen stuff. Really missed it badly. Shermaine can be a very gd fren and partner too you know? Whahas. Serious. Haiz. Hope we have the chance to perform next year during Chinese new year pls. But I doubt. Nobody likes Chinese in our school like that pls. Why huh? It rawks to a lill extent. Whahas. Ok. So thats it. Will miss today no matter what. Cos its like I when to this particular class you see? Then Mings took picture of someone you see? Then I was there waiting you see? Then there is this particular member from the lemon family, yeahs. You see? Never minds. You dun have to know. Whahas. Shes mine. Forever my cutie Lemongrass. Whahas. Take care LG. Whoohoos.

Whee~ Ashley told me that *LG*has already noticed me cann. Hahas. Was so surprised when I heard this. Whahas. Finally, her brain has continued to function properly? Its like duh. We met for almost everyday during the musical practice? And she finally noticed me? That calls for a major and grand celebration. Whoohoo. Finally~ Whahas. *winks* Lynnette, are you jealous? Hahas. Whoohoos. Thanks Deborah Dears for your encouragements.

Whoohoo. Hahas. I lurve you. Nono, I like you only. Hahas.



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-nu er is off



Great? Exams are over? Haiz. I am so not excited please. Cos, its like I am so not looking forward to crying on Tuesday. Haiz. Tuesday really is the day that marks the end of my future. If I do well, Great!. I can progress off to a pure science class. But if I do vice versa, I am destined to be a road sweeper for life, a person that everyone would despise. I cannot take anymore failures in my life please. First was my PSLE results, then my 2004 midyears cos of some specific reasons. I really worked hard this term, or rather semester, cos of another reason and for a person-God. But will god ever hear my prayers, my moaning every night before I sleep? My sincere prayers to the mighty one. I really hoped that you will grant all my wishes. God, lay your mercies onto me, show me miracles, set me free from these. Of course, I do not hope that I will get distinction for everything, but just, return me the results in congruent of what I have done. Do not allow the evil to mark me down-For life.

Whahas. Today was just such a funny day please. Laughed non-stop during tution please. Talk and crapped with Lynnette. Talk about the lemon family and alien eyes. We even suspected that she was illegally selling or rather, importing scotchtapes. Cos of her eyes. Whahas. That’s was Lynnie’s nonsense, not mine. Make it clear pls. Whahas. That idiot tried to tok to me according to Lynnie. Do I give a damn? Toad. Please Lynnie, we should not even give toads a chance to even speak to us. Whahas. *Laughs devilishly* We are like so crap? We had 30 minutes extra today, as usual, spent time toking so damn loudly in class again. Lynnie and I, especially me, was like giggling non-stop, disturbed the class, so many people looked at us? Lols. Then I was like:

Lynnette tell me what is manufactured board?
Lynnie: Man-made wood?
Carian: *Started Laughing* Its wood that is processed and manufactured from the factories!
I laughed and laughed non-stop then I was like:
Tell me whats the chisel for….blahblahs.

We are so crap that we talked about syphilis and even aids pls. then toked about testosterones(male sex hormones) and even oestrogen (female sex hormones) crapped non-stop. I asked her to test me, then she was like asking me about the English comprehension. Hahas. I mean, duh. Who would remember whats the definition of that mercy killing thingy? Then I was like so damn cheeky. I was like: Tell me where is the location of the pond at its 4 digit scale thingy. Then I asked for 6? Like without even telling her what is the scale range. Then she asked me whats the bearing of the tri-station from the hill or something. Faked my way thru. I thought it was the cardinal point, then I said it was North-east. Duh. Its suppose to be 125 degrees according to lynnie, but I argued and said that it was 150 degrees. Laugh like mad. The whole class turned to look at us. Worse, we are the only girls? Then I asked about the radioactive substances and the poisonous substances, maluated Lynnie, cos she doesnt know the answer, hurhur. I am so mean. Came in class like 15 minutes late, cos went to buy bubble tea and return library books with Lynnie. Duh. I am like so astonished, guess whats the book title borrowed by her? Healthy Eating. Oh my god. Whahas. I guess it was for her sister Annette or something. Lols. Or rather, doublation. Drank in class, did maths sums, sucked up the pearls one by one, made fishes sounds like as if we were scuba diving. How bad can I get? Lols. But Baddy-Eyes dont seemed to care? Smiled. Keep smiling at me, or rather us? Whahas. Still dared to act cute? Lols. Please, you are too old. Whahas. And besides, we have our dears le. *Winks* Right Lynnie? Talked about our newly established tution centres. So lame. Yeah. Then I set up another one called Just Clownness Pte Ltd. Still Looking for Com Members now. This time, I am looking for new faces. Will try to ask to ask my choir buds to join. But Lynnie and I will still be the founders. We will have the founder’s day celebration and dinner on every 15 October. Yes. Be sure to come? Whahas.

Yes. Gotta have my haircut tomorrow. Whoohoo~ I missed spiky!!! Spiky! Here I come! Whee~ Just wait for me!!! Lols. So yeah. Was rather happy nowadays. Learned to cherish many things too. Hahas. Dun want to elaborate. But yeah. I hoped lemongrass did well for her papers, and me too. Wanna be her junior by going to the same class as her. Yupps. Abit the impossible thou. Haiz. Going to the Jurong Fishery at 1am later. Whahas. Parents wanna learn how to be fish mongers? Lols. No lar, wanna import and export fishes for Chinese new years. Haiz. They are always finding new ways to earn bucks. Hahas. Who dun lurve money. Aiyahs, good lar, like that then I can buy more stuff, yijianshuangdiao. Or rather, yishierniao. Whahas. It benefits me sia. So who cares? Whoohoo~ Oh great, I am so materialistic. Whahas. No Im not. I am just money minded? Lols.

Have to go with Yeeling to Compass Point to get her SB. Haiz. No lar. Was rather excited lar. Haiz For what? Yes, I am going to buy my facial mask on that day too. I need those mans. Blackheads popped out like crazy. Had serious outbreaks. That idiotic, pesty pimple on my cheek hadnt died. Piangs. So ugly. Haiz. I am already ugly, so who cares. Lols. I just simply adore Lynnie mans. She is like so me now. Together with her, we can be the funniness twinny in tution. Dont worry, I planned to expand my business to Shanghai, Ningpo, Guangdong. Yes, I have decided to import and export opiums? Lols. Nahs. Ok. So. My sister Carys called jiejie first time to me cann? I was like lying on the couch watching the F4 Show lars. Then I saw her and smiled? Then she tiptoed to look at me cos my maid was blocking her and called jiejie. Whahas. First time sia. Except my cousins and those 1E1 girls, who practically calls their seniors jiejies? Haiz. So surprise didn’t called gorgor or something, cos my hair was super spiky. Didn’t comb hair. Whahas. I am so sloppy. Ok, so thats me. What to do.

Guifeng a.k.a stead. I have blogged. Dont say I didnt ok? Lols. Lurve you always. Whahas. Lurve bestfren too. Whoohoo~ And my daughter Weiwei, dont be so sad liaos ok? Take cares.

Great! Whahahas. I shouldnt even be here please. I think the exam papers are quite easy, as in do-able lars. Not as tough as I think it will be. Whaha. Great! Yes, so excited about the post exam activities. Going to the singing thing with Hweelin. Its like such a coincidence, she wanted to ask me to go along with her for it, while I think likewise too. Great! Great minds think alike mans. Pure Roxification mans. Ok. So, we haven settled down with a song Yet. Greatifications. But we more or less kinda think of what to do le. I am like both excited and scared. So throwface. But I like it. Anyway,I think my reputation is kinda down the drains because of a certain member from the lemon family. *Winks* Right Lynnette? Ok. So I gathered that Lynnie was so afraid of alien eyes and lemonjuice thinking that they might think she crush them. Aiyahs, relax lar. People's imagination are always fertile, you cant stop them. I shall help you by planting more crops like weeds and wild grasses on their plot of land, so that the nutrients created by the nitrifying bacterias would be used up. Whaha. Haiz. Just go to church as per normal and stop looking at that juice person, to avoid elaborated misunderstandings lar. Hmm. You can have that juice and stew person, but leave the grass to me. You can have alien eyes as well. Go on take it.

Exams are over soon, and that means...Drumrolls I can have my haircut soon. Yeahs. Lurve it. I missed spiky. The thought of it made my heart melts into a pile of purplish-red aqeuous liquid. Whahas. Cos, blood from the pulmonary vein is deoxygenated. Is it? And btw, the haemoglobin is one of the chemical substances in the red blood cell that gives it red colour pigment. So next time when you see blood that is red in colour, it is the haemoglobin ok? Then if you see pale yellowish substances forming at the wound, it is the plasma ok? Yes, the end product of a wound is pus, a yellowish-whitish liquid that is produced by the phagocytes when it engulfs and injest foreign particles in the blood or rather, the body. Whahas. I memorised the entire chapter of 6, but nothing came out. Wth. Studied so hard can, but nothing come out. Great Mans! Wahahas. Had to force myself to look at it can. It is like so not for my age. Whaha. I suppose I am still tooo young. Whahas. But, I like to learn about the birth control and the mechanical devices. Whaha. Too bad, nth came out. Wow. Ha.

Was so pissed off by *her. What must you care about what other people thinks. Please lar. You jolly well know that toodlewinkle sucked, big time. Then why do you care about her and her clique? Please, you are living in a world of yours. Nobody can or is allowed to change your mentality about something. And please, I am your senior too, please show me some respect. I am not someone whom you could push around and throwing your tempers at. Please.

My room is in a total mess. Wow.
"A typoon destruction was seen in Singapore today, or rather recently when a particular school with the particular initial ****** is having their end of year examinations. A student Lemonade(Identity Unknown) had been gobbling down cartons of chicken of essence together with ginseng water causing her to suffer from an overdose that might lead to a severe migrane attack this morning. She was being sent to the ICU department for further investigations. She was being quarrantined at this very point in time with suspections of birdflu. Students of ****** are strictly prohibicated to enter the school until the case is close. End of Years will be cancelled and the sec 2s of ****** will not be promoted to the next grade, and would jolly well have to stay in their respective classes and level for another year.
Reported by: Carian Siyuen Tham
Senior Editor of CNN News


Whatever lars. So lame. Haiz. After exams, I going to feast for at least 2 months than fast for the next 5 months. Wanna go Japan to buy clothes. Lol. Who wants to join me for free? I can pack you into my suitcase and yah. So if the custom people found that something is amiss, I will not be responsible for it kz. Dun worry lar, i will pack you neatly like little squares of tissue papers piled under a huge load of tidbits. Whahas.

Work done= Work is done when an object is being moved in the direction of the force and when the applied energy is being converted into other forms of energy.
etc. Gravitational Force-->Kinetic Energy-->Minimal Heat Energy.

Ecology is the study of the various relationships between living organisms and its abiotic surrounding.




Great! Had been feeling vexed over that matter that phenomenally strike me on Friday. I dun understand, why must you be the one that hurted me? Why must it be you? Its like, this is not the first time ok. That time was Lemonstew then Lemongrass during the musical reunion. Now, it is about *her. Can you like pls stop stop ur nonsense for once? I really hope that you can become mature as the days come. You might think it is fun exposing people's crushes. But, Hey, I dun think it is fun nor fascinating AT ALL! I know you like *her, and you dun want me to like her. But hey, I am straight, I DUN like *her for once. I just commented that she is cute, and you just have to jump to the conclusion that I like her. Pls, It is pure crappiness. And Great Mighty You, just have to tell her friend about this matter. Do you know I am in grave trouble? Her friends Kept walking past my class, and a few days ago 3 of her other friends came to see how I look like? Please. See! Now I am in great deep trouble, are you happy now?

I tell you huh. You better change your attitude. It is simply intolerable. Others might find it cute or whatever, but I seriously think it is stupith and silly. Very Stupith indeed. You dun even dare to admit to that person that you like her, and hello you are a prefect. A prefect Is suppose to be discipline please. Not by trying to attract LS and RL attention by giggling or taking their backviews with your Digicam or staring at people.It wont help pls! I mean, if you really like them, go and admit or write note to them lar. Or if you really wanna, go stead with them lar. Hide hide hide, wont help one. Firstly, they wont know, secondly, they cannot be bothered, cos they dun know? whapiangs. Whatever lar. Listen to my advice, cherish your chance or it will be too late.

Damnation. Why am I giving you advices now? Poof. I am insane. Totally insane. In conclusion. I will never forgive you so easily pls. You have hurted me umpteen times that you dun even know. Some schoolmate. Piangs. I dun even know how I know you? Yeah hor, how we know each other huh. Hmm. It traces long back to the musical. Whaha. The good old times. *winks* Right Lynnette? Whaha.

Btw, missed * so much. Didnt even talk at all pls. Or did we? haiz. I dunno lars. Just wanna do well in my exams, then I shall be siao after exams. Yups.
You rock my world.