Gah. Choir has been, hectic. Tired. Drained.

G and Qings coming for my choir concert! Thanks. Angelina, Sam, Yiling and Gays. Maybe clique too. YAY.

Lets return back to the past? When we speak and laugh together like best buds. Sometimes, liking someone causes cracks in friendship. I dont wanna like anyone anymore.

Cool, Ive 302 views for friendster. Wow.

12p.m


Seriously bored la. School is starting tomo, and as a matter of fact I only have 50minutes worth of lessons. Feel like skipping school but I guess this is not a very wise thing to do. There is some auditorium talk and all. Gahh. Choir at 430pm with Physical Training. Great, I need to lose weight seriously. Have to memorise Choir scores also. Ave Maris Stella, Ove, Primavera. Sian la. But I love choir<3> Comparing timetables, printing out relevant timetables for various classes. Probably could have found out that Cg15/07 and my class hardly have common periods. Sad case. Yupps, probably its time to embark on a new life journey in Teejay. Tuesday damn slack also. Hope to meet GF and Jayne. Its been so long Ive seen my 2A3 clique and the both of them. Gah, JC life is indeed hectic.

My nose has started peeling. Redness has diminished. BUT SO? Shoulders are swellings. But Ive never regretted suntanning. Maybe I will continue suntanning. Somewhere this week or the next. Yupps.

Bought a dark green Billabong bag for school. Bestie bought a black one! HAHA. Its the first time we both agree on the same brand. Cos she normally go for girly ones. Hmmm.

IM getting fatter. Hope to lose some weight. HAHA. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! YAY!

4.35PM


Alright. Im posted to 03/07. No more Small, no more les partner, no more Bwee.

Im damn emo now, esp after hearing my blog song. HAHA.

Cut my hair today! DAMN EX PLS. Never help me wash and blow also! GAH. Shld have gone to Storm's or Monsoon. More worth it somemore. GAH, I wanna go to MASA! But its like 3 months then can go once to cut the shape. Cos my mum thinks its too ex, which I kinda agree la. $45 for student cut without wash and blow somemore. GAH! WHATS THIS? My hair sucks now! I dunwanna go sch with this ugly hair! Spikes like so uneven, so easily flattened! Must put tons of wax then can stand up! GAH! But I like my fringe though!

Outing with bestie tomo. Like finally? Haven seen her for months. GAH! Kinda miss her, but she have Os to be busy with so yeah. Heading to Queenstown tomo to get a bag and a pair of new shoes. Sending my sis to Kinderland in the morn with my maid, then attending some orientation. HJ was like exclaiming that 2 big sisters and a maid bringing sissy there is so HOMELY. (Cant blame her, she is the only child) OK la, as long as my sissy dun run abt and I dun have to run abt spanking her, I guess everything will be fine(; Ok, I will be positive.

I was sunburnt la! WANNA CRY. PAINPAINPAINFUL! My arms are red like hell, face is damn tight la, esp at the Tzones. GOSH, I feel as though I was disfigured! AHHH! Carian cannot have her face ruined! HAHA.

OG outing yest. OK la, quite fun. Get to ride a bike(: Biked for abt 2 km I guess. Rollerbladed(: My 2nd attempt!(: I shall prac more! And most imptly I get to see sth damn pleasing to my eyes(: GOSH. Im DAMN OBSESSED! Whatever. I like you!(:

12.31AM


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This is one of the few times Im this crazy. SAVE ME!

5.23PM


Outing with Liangs, Liza, Qinglin, Gretch and sis. COOL. Seoul gardened for $12.70. Cheap sia. As in, affordable price la. Went shopping, walked like mad. I think we completed shopping the whole of Orchard or sth. Bwhahas. Bought another beaded choker. I like it. I guess I really like Hawaiian stuffs bah=X G bought her Nike bag. 82plus. Not bad la. I wanted to get my billabong or ripcurl bag. But sis and G commented that it wasnt nice.. Bahh. I need a school bag badly. Saw a Vans army green shoe. 1o9 with 10%discount. I wanna buy! Gahh.

Guess I kinda opened up abt my stuff. But I cant help feeling emo. I mean, afterall this cant be helped la. Even XJ also keep asking me why I so emo, and asked if I shld stop being emo for 1 day. I wasnt! At least during the Orientation days(X

Im hungry, I wanna eat MARS! Hahas.

I miss 02! And YOU! Ahh, IM mad again.

9.23PM


If only people understand what am I going thru now. It totally sucks la. I wanna say out, yet I dunno how to say, or rather, I dont wish to communicate with anybody in this world.

You can say Im eccentric, stupid, gullible. Whatever the case is, I cant let it go. This is one of the few times, sth this big had affected my life.

8.55PM


Treat everything as a joke. Even though its true.

12.00AM


O2 was DAMN fun. Met many friends. Ups and downs- It just matters how we see things=D

Skit was fun, damn impromptu, we didnt win but at least we had fun. 3 of them, 3 all became goodfrens with me. Wow. Perhaps this is the greatest gift from God. N ask L to say hello to me. I have to admit I was rather shock at first. HAHA. He got the greatest smile mann. Guys with braces are cute(: Ok many things happened. Dont wish to elaborate on. But all Ive to say is! 02 rocks! I think its better then 01, prolly cos Im an OGL, and I dont have to play those games, I can just stand aside to cheer people on, make new friends quite easily, cos Im not shy and all. HAHA.

Dooga won overall 02, how sad, its suppose to be Nyrah, but we minus 4000 points cos many people slacked during mass dance. SEE, we could have won!):

Perhaps Im just the goodfriend material.

1.30PM


O2 today. Reached school at 620. Gahh. Slacked, hand in results to Ms Lau cos apparently, if I didnt hand in by today, I will not be able to get a place in TJ. Ok whatever, signed up for the subject combi. The same. PCMG. I was entitled to 4H2, happy like siao, lucky like siao, smile like siao, since my results are so bad to even take it. Eh, I was able to stay in cos thats my course for PAE. Luckily I was in that for PAE, otherwise I will just end up in the normal norm. OK whatever. When its successful, I will promise to study even harder. Really.

What a bad OGL I was today. HAHA, always trying to slack and run home. HAHA. Met interesting people. Daniel, Leonard and some others. Daniel become my jiemei. Took pics, exchanged numbers and all. Oh gosh, its the first time I danced with a guy. As in, WOW. Dhoom Dhoom. Damn it, Daniel is sucha good dancing partner!(: Remember this incident, we are suppose to do the spin thing, before the part of the song started, we turn liao, GOSH, we literally ROLL on the floor laughing. Then he was like, we peihe very well, do mistakes also do the same. HAHA. Yeah. TJ should have more couple dances(:

This time, Gays splitted up for orientation dance(I MEAN, WE NV FIGHT OR WHAT((X, cos we have been dancing with girls for Dhoom Dhoom and we wanna dance with guys this time. HAHA. (JOKE) DAMN SURPRISED WE ARE SO OPEN. I realised that guys can have terrible sweaty palms. Daniel is so wet thruout. HAHA. My hands ar, ROT. Tsktsk.

Thanks for being by my side today. When I was sitting down at the corner alone feeling emo, you approached me. You are so on about stuff, and we can hit off so well. Its a pity.. Yeah its a pity. Forget it.

Ate so much today. I really come TJ to eat pls. Small and I tried the western thingy today, I think its damn nice la. Worth de money. HAHA. Oh and he treated me to drinks too. Weird. He is just so on about stuffs. Gah. Shall treat him tomo. Not very nice to like let someone treat you. HAHA. Oh many people say I got this qianjindaxiaojie face. HAHA. They say I look like IM very very very rich. HAHA. IF ONLY! I GOT RICHY FACE AR?*BEAMS* He told me Ive good complexion!!! Cos I think its better then his. HAHA. And he told me Ive nice hair! HAHA. Zi high. 4 days, 3 more days to go and everything will end. Mixed emotions. Im dead.

Hello, I think she really deserve it. Failure human.

11.05PM


Sian, many schools like VJ and MJ have no school today lor. Also dunno why my school so kiasu. Tomo NY no school also. Damn it, we are really very kiasu. Worst thing is, DSA people also must go back, also dunno for what, posting results also none of our business la. Siann! Choir from 1230 till 430. Let off at 1140, everybody go playplay I gotta stay in school! Ok, one gd thing is, we get to enjoy a halfday la, but the choir and netballers dun have! Gah.

Oh I found out sth interesting about TJ(: YAY. So proud of her! Ok, is a sch known as a her or an it? HAHA. Ive became more attached to the school as well as my pdp(: Homely homely(: Just like PL, but PL is better la of cos. Sorry for whining about the halfday thingy la, but I swear I really enjoy choir k(: Esp with my son Hweekee, Xiaochun, Lenora, Modissa, Jiawen.. and many more(X Gosh, Ms Tham kinda like come quite close to the Sop1s to hear us sing, I was so scared can!! Cos we have to hit a damn high E or sth. I dunno la. But I almost cant reach it. And we are suppose to sing an octave for the climatic part of Ave Maris Stella.

Btw, Ive the sample song from Victoria Chorale, alumni of VJ choir, so somehow it kinda helped me get my part right. Its a 2002 album. Cool. VJ chorale is good, but TJchoir is better((: HAHAHA. I wanna hear AC choir one day! Yeah.

People! Let me do a little advertisement of our upcoming concert in May!
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Timing I dunno la!
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I hope all my friends and relatives can go la. 2A3 Clique, Family, Gays and some other closefriends in TJ. I HOPEHOPEHOPE! I think it will be quite a gd experience bah. We are improving everyday(:

Get tickets from me! I needa sell 15 of them~GAHH!
Anyway mummy is paying for our close relatives to help me sing, okok hear the choir. HEE!! YAY!!

Scary, SYF is in May the 6th or 8th I forgot, but we have yet to learn the setpiece or the accompany pieces! Is it a tradition to do last min work? IM scared we wont do well, but Ive confidence we will do not badly well. But IM still scared! Hope we get to learn some SYF related songs.

According to Delin, its Ms Tham's way of teaching the choir, she believes in us finding joy in singing, rather then treating singing as a competition and some kinda. Ok I apologise if I misinterprete anything. But its sth liddat. Yea, perhaps people shld quit using singing in competitions, its an art and culture, we shld love it and treat it with care, only then can we find out and discover the true meaning in the composition of music(:

You have changed alot. I prefer the old you.

1.30AM