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You are mine.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Feeling so uncomfortable nowadays. There is this feeling in my heart that is so sour. This sour sensation. But HEY, Im not jealous, its just sour.
My computer had been giving me so much problem recently. Cos of the Little Fighter game my darling cuzzees just wanna download into my computer. AND HELLO? Its my own computer. Just wanna get a bashing from me huh. Still dare to JIEJIE can I use your computer to play little fighter PLEASE. PLUS that kiampah face. BASH YOU UP LAR. I didnt even hold you people responsible for destroying my harddisk cos of the viral attack in my computer lar, still wanna argue when I dont let you people play. Major stubborness pls. HATRED RAGES LAR. *Lava Spewing out of the volcano with a loud cum low rumbling sound. Plate converges and starts to create new seabed. Bwhahahas*
RUBBISH LAR CARIAN
Anyway, have been in quite a good mood recently leh. THANK YOU GOD. Went for the Festival Of Praise With Romeo, Bestie, Avian and Kiewyuen. Then soon, there are also Mummy aka Peixuan and Claudia! Both Claudia and I accepted Christ that day, and really its earthshattering good news lar. To me, its like a life being renewed lar. Really felt comfortable that day after I accepted Christ. Before, I was not really able to like sing along with the others whom I believe majorities are Christains. However, after the accepting thing, I began to be like, more open up lar. Songs that I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO SING could be sung by me lar. And its like, those songs are really songs that I never hear before in my life please. I really thank all my friends ard me mann. Its like so touching to see Bestie, Avian, Kiewyuen and Romeo praying for me when I was at the front there. I almost cried lar.
I really want to learn how to glorify His name, I want to learn more about Him, and luckily, I have Bestie and Romeo to help me. COOLTARDS I COULD SAY.
There are many things I want to say to you. But I cant bring myself to tell you, because I myself know its wrong and sinful. I cant let myself fall into such a state, I promise. Hey darling, give me some time, I will try to forget you. Its painful, but someone has to make a move, and I shall initiate the first move. I need time. Time cures it I guess. I really Love you mann.
Written by; cariann
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