Sunday, May 22, 2005
Today.
Woke up with a cheery smile. Its a new day for me. And GEE I still manage to survive! I am counting my days down in case you guys didnt notice. Dragged myself out of bed and walked to the hall to meet Carys. Just then a thought struck me and I walked back into my room. I weighed myself. AHHHHH. I put on weight.
Seriously depressed.
Cant blame anyone for that, cos, I ate so much with Kendra, Shermaine and Cheryl yesterday during tution. DINGDINGS MANN. After that, we went for cup noodles. AHH. How obese can I get?
Camp is coming. WHEEE` To be honest, Im not excited with the camp itself, as in the activities, but the people Im so gonna going to be with. They are my tent maids...OOPSS. I mean MATES. but I think they are so gonna be my maids, like help to fold my blankie or sth, cos Im always lazy. HEE. They are Gretchy Baby(Gretchen)-->In case you guys cant figure who Gretchy Baby is, and is like too blind to see the word GRETCH. Lols. Why am I promoting her name here? Then I will also have Hazel, Vanessa aka CHICKEN and Rongjing in my tent! HEE. Then Guifeng Darl, Jayne Partner and Yeeling Budd will also be in the same group as me for BOTH activities. I AM SO BLESSED! Last but not least, Bestie and Twinnie are also in the same group! WHOOSH. Bestie and I can start cheering and everything, just like in Mega Camp2004. Just that lover Nellyn isnt here this time round. But she is loved lar. We will miss her. Right Bestie?
Gretchen seemed to be super angry with me. HAIZ Sorry lar! Dun be ok. I will really cry if you dont talk to me lehs.
Took neos with tution budds yesterday, Shermaine is gonna pungseh us after next week, but then next week I have camp, so I wont be seeing her forever, unless we meet up. SADD. After so much laughter and jokes, one of us have to leave. HAIZ. Ohh man. I think Kendra is super
cute. HURHUR. Adorable. HEHS.
Received so much homework for this holiday. And its like only 1 month. Ahhs. I love school, but I think I deserve a little rest, because many things had been occuring in my life ever since school starts. HAIZ. The failure of my tests and all. I studied. I swore I did. But then it didnt appear as if I did ahh? I know many teachers are rather disappointed with me, and my peers are shocked to learn that my results are atrocious. But no offence, I compared my results with another A class people, and I realised that, HEY. I am NOT alone. So whats my point of saying this. Perhaps...A2 isnt somewhere I should belong, I might consider dropping to the SUB class. But then the nearest class I will drop to is B1, and then I can join WANYI! YEAHS!!! I realised that I love Lit, I really do. The Grass Is Singing Rocks! But the book is rather boring. AHHS. Im a contradiction to myself.
I mean which dingdong class will want to accept this dingdong student here. Im not slacky ok. Im attentive in class ok, but my results. HAIZ. Maybe I am suffering from some brain cancer or sth. I dunno. I really dunn. But I trust in him. Perhaps, this was done to turn me into a stronger person, maybe God has greater planns for me in future, and NOW, he is nurturing me? Well? I am confident to say this cos, I am not a slacker. Really I am NOT. Can someone just believe me? ESP my mother. HAIZ.
I love Choir so much, and its like kinda scary that Sec3s are gonna lead le. Carian RETREATS. HAHAS. We haven done anything for Sec4 farewell yet, and its like, TIME IS RUNNING OUT? I hope some kind souls from Choir Sec3 can tell me what are we suppose to do. We have to be organised and not wait for the last minute, because in the end, everything will be in a mess, and Im sure many will be unhappy. We dont have to cater to others to make them happy. Really we dont have to. But at least do your best in sth, and even if others are angry, at least you know you have done your best=) This is my philosophy, ignore if you are unhappy.
Em' having running nose now. I really maluated myself yesterday mann. I laughed and my mucus spew. HAHA. Damn malu please. Tuition budds were like making fun of me. ESP Shermaine, she said I couldnt control my nose and then this Kendra kept eating and drinking, and she said Kendra couldnt control her mouth. HURHUR. DAMN FUNNY. LOVE EM'
Took Primary6es during the Walk-A-Jog. Mooleh and I was like so enthu ahh? Went in front of the bud to socialise with them. Then we started talking about music and all.. Seemed that many of them dont really like Christain Songs ahh? Young young then what Eminem, Maroon5... MANN. This generation of people ahh. *SHAKES HEAD* I think Im too old for them lor. Took pics with her and some chummers. AHHH. ZAI.
OK, Carian is super hungry now. Gonna go for a eating spree. Till then people. LOVES=)
Written by; ♥cariann